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Hmmmm boring day.

Got a mild surprise when walking to Khatib station from school tho. Senior. so awkward.
:/

Thats all.. dont feel well D:

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Meh. Cant smile for long nowadays *_*

all that pondering is driving me nuts.

if i ask i might risk screwing up the situ but at least i would have made my stand
if i dont i dunno when i can start asking again but ill feel more at ease

i think i reached the pondering levels of kira and L alr - -|| stress!

Chemistry was nice. spent some time memorizing the guidebooks. about..20mins? was quite proud of myself but too bad no one seemed to trust my intelligence anymore. i fear my displeasure is increasing at an alarming rate..

i still need my family, whether i like it or not :| and thats certainly not helping matters

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meh >_>

..and so clever ol shan spent her whole day doing nothing and forgot all about doing last minute preparations for chemistry.


had a sudden urge to draw.. done using : oekaki > paintbbs

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A cute but deadly child with super long pigtails vs a super busty female oozing with saccharine sweetness

who should i pick?!


Showing off~~~again. LOL.

thats all ^^
i shall not talk about today's examinations.

*cough* may ladyluck bless joo

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see i wasnt lying when i said ill draw bikini clad females as rewards~
CLICK TO FULL VIEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
*sneaks off to post in pangya forums*


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Yea here we go for the hundredth time,
Hand grenade pins in every line,
Throw 'em up and let something shine.
Going out of my f**king mind.
Filthy mouth, no excuse.
Find a new place to hang this noose.
String me up from atop these roofs.
Knot it tight so I won't get loose.
Truth is you can stop and stare,
bled myself out and no one cares.
Dug a trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up out to reach somewhere.
Yeah someone pour it in,
Make it a dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.

this band is great :D i bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away ~

hmm my room is like my 2nd home alr, i do almost everything in there. its like a home inside a home :D it gets boring sometimes but at least its comfortable and quiet~ the perfect conditions for my drawings and studying :D

did argumentative compo for eng preliminaries. Should homework be reduced given the long hours spent in school? Of course... not! i think my argument is good enough to give me a satisfactory mark. and get some bonus points from teachers. hehehe.

compre was very challenging, but like what i said to everyone else.. i like!! so fun la, reading between the lines and seeing the answer popping right out in front of you. its the first time i actually got into the perfect word range for summary.

maths june paper.. i improved to reach the i-am-this-close-to-the-passing-mark hehehe!

off to slack~~~ hmm i dont think ill be able to access mn that much again :D

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Yay new day :D

bad day actually. i feel so detached with everyone.

yesterday night was total hell. my leg hurt during the whole night.. so badly i cant sleep. tossed and turned till dawn omg. resulted in a nightmare that came true. Morning was total crap. crap. crappp.

...

doesnt matter if ill end up solo, with no support or whatever. :/ i are a hardy person deep down inside afterall. had a plan b too.. im no idiot D:

lalala. will be drawing a promo piccy later.~ My little characters.. its time for them to shine! Have been stuffing bucket loads of perspective tutorials into my head to prepare for this day! must go get the materials someday. ~

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