meow meow lullaby

still like you the way you are, you little darlings

all of my life

feeling a little depressed |:

also
I had a dream where all the peeps i adored leapt off and died
I was almost gonna follow them too
But guess what, I chickened out

And I ended up sad and lonely

darren styles sure has some emo techno teenager shit

there, go ahead
you big gay cry baby

sigh.

DON'T LOSE CONTROL OF YOUR EMOTIONS EVER AGAIN, GODDAMMIT
HOW OLD ARE YOU ALREADY
18

GODDAMN 18

SHAN AHHHH

black nights, white lights

am i doing too much
am i not doing enough

i wish there's a gauge to tell us how we're faring in life

;@

so hard to estimate
so much at stake

if life is a game, then the programmer must be one sadistic bastard

oh well

people dont like it when i beat around the bush with them
i dont like it when people beat around the bush with me


also
i have a very sharp tongue



....these two topics are probably not related to each other

how to be charming

i would like to be a people person too o;

last sunday night

Nnnngh
I wanna try out the piano...

I find that piano's more able to cover what I want to accomplish with music :/

But I don't wanna risk switching...
And I'm also connected to geeta.

Learning both at the same time is out of the question
School's starting soon

Also, a keyboard's pretty expensive...
But...
The more piano covers I find on the net
The more the temptation grows...

Annoying

annoying, annoying lady