Saturday, January 01, 2011
HTT
shit
the last few eps were serious tear jerkers
but i wont beg anyone to stay this time round, no sirrrre
there's only a simple line separating 'bonds' and 'burdens'
though
i do hope that
we'll leave on a clean slate
May past issues be resolved, may current friendships be blessed
May all of us be allowed to move on with life again
Friday, December 31, 2010
apple and cinnamon
The End
So I finished reading everything. All 136 chapters. Over the span of 5 long years. I won't lie, a few chapters had me sniffling away, hahaha
So many situations I can relate to
And so common, I realized those situations were.
In the story, she cried too
But she still gave in for the bigger picture.
I remember doing the exact same thing in life too. Crying, giving in, moving on. Was that the right thing to do? I don't know. I don't think anyone knows. But it sure does feel good knowing that I'm not the only one dealing with this.
The end of the story is almost like taking a peek at the potential end of my life. It'll all end well. Peace will find you in the end.
Everyone separated after graduation, each leaving for their own life and goals, no longer bound together. Again, it hit a nerve lol. But I read on, saw how each of them coped with the initial loneliness, how they still managed to smile
And it's like me hitting enlightenment suddenly lol. Loneliness is something you can't escape from. It'll come into your life every once in a while. Accept it, work with it. Know that there /are/ people who love you, and it's them you should stay upbeat for. Stay alive just so you can see them again.
After all, without separation, you can never have a banquet again... :>
I don't feel like I'm the worst asshole in the world anymore. All these selfish thoughts, all the negativity, it's all natural. You can't expect everyone to be born a saint. Accept it. Know it's these qualities that made you, you. Let's accept each other for who we are and grow together, hahaha
Reading all the fan comments after the end... holy cow guys inorite me too me too
hahahaha
I'm not that different from the rest, after all :D
I never was.
(I think this just further solidified my goal to be a storyteller lol.)
So many situations I can relate to
And so common, I realized those situations were.
In the story, she cried too
But she still gave in for the bigger picture.
I remember doing the exact same thing in life too. Crying, giving in, moving on. Was that the right thing to do? I don't know. I don't think anyone knows. But it sure does feel good knowing that I'm not the only one dealing with this.
The end of the story is almost like taking a peek at the potential end of my life. It'll all end well. Peace will find you in the end.
Everyone separated after graduation, each leaving for their own life and goals, no longer bound together. Again, it hit a nerve lol. But I read on, saw how each of them coped with the initial loneliness, how they still managed to smile
And it's like me hitting enlightenment suddenly lol. Loneliness is something you can't escape from. It'll come into your life every once in a while. Accept it, work with it. Know that there /are/ people who love you, and it's them you should stay upbeat for. Stay alive just so you can see them again.
After all, without separation, you can never have a banquet again... :>
I don't feel like I'm the worst asshole in the world anymore. All these selfish thoughts, all the negativity, it's all natural. You can't expect everyone to be born a saint. Accept it. Know it's these qualities that made you, you. Let's accept each other for who we are and grow together, hahaha
Reading all the fan comments after the end... holy cow guys inorite me too me too
hahahaha
I'm not that different from the rest, after all :D
I never was.
(I think this just further solidified my goal to be a storyteller lol.)
Thursday, December 30, 2010
evolution
And I got accepted.
As an official tournament contestant.
To be honest
I'm deathly afraid of it all
Winning, losing, COMMUNICATING.
I'm on my own with this road too. No one else's planning to head into comics and concepts. No one to share my joy with. I don't think anyone even understand that the shit an 'oct tournament' is about lol.
But that's not going to deter me from eventually bumping virtual heads with you...
Tournament by tournament
Gonna climb up till I get the right to do battle with you guys 3:
If FengZhu could achieve his dream to meet George Lucas
I don't see why I can't achieve this 4 year old dream to meet you guys too ;@
As an official tournament contestant.
To be honest
I'm deathly afraid of it all
Winning, losing, COMMUNICATING.
I'm on my own with this road too. No one else's planning to head into comics and concepts. No one to share my joy with. I don't think anyone even understand that the shit an 'oct tournament' is about lol.
But that's not going to deter me from eventually bumping virtual heads with you...
Tournament by tournament
Gonna climb up till I get the right to do battle with you guys 3:
If FengZhu could achieve his dream to meet George Lucas
I don't see why I can't achieve this 4 year old dream to meet you guys too ;@
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
MorningLatte
http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g162/pencilspam/morninglattefinal.jpg
edit edit : ugghhh i think ill just end it here
its already way too big for e portfolio template
edit edit edit: i still went ahead and filled in the rest of it anyway -____-
Since when did you become such a stickler for quality, shan
that nine hours isnt gonna come back
you could have went to your damn library today
though
i do feel a sense of pride in my baby. is that what happens when you literally put in your best for everything in the picture lol.
watched a youtube video of a particular famous lady. really liked seeing her human, non professional side. sincere personality. very warm.
touched by the extent she'll go for her boyfriend. inspiring. sounds like some fairy tale love lol. she deserves it though. lady went through so much work and pain to get her happiness.
edit edit : ugghhh i think ill just end it here
its already way too big for e portfolio template
edit edit edit: i still went ahead and filled in the rest of it anyway -____-
Since when did you become such a stickler for quality, shan
that nine hours isnt gonna come back
you could have went to your damn library today
though
i do feel a sense of pride in my baby. is that what happens when you literally put in your best for everything in the picture lol.
watched a youtube video of a particular famous lady. really liked seeing her human, non professional side. sincere personality. very warm.
touched by the extent she'll go for her boyfriend. inspiring. sounds like some fairy tale love lol. she deserves it though. lady went through so much work and pain to get her happiness.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Even on a cloudy day
Hey
No use sitting here and feeling wistful
Everyone has an equal chance.
How many years have you stepped in, only to jump right out in fear again.
Yes, yes you know what your new year resolution will be.
and you will work to it.
To be able to work on the same level as the modern comic artists.
In a year.
GO GO GO JOIN ALL THE DAMN TOURNAMENTS JOIN ALL THE FEATURES
No use sitting here and feeling wistful
Everyone has an equal chance.
How many years have you stepped in, only to jump right out in fear again.
Yes, yes you know what your new year resolution will be.
and you will work to it.
To be able to work on the same level as the modern comic artists.
In a year.
GO GO GO JOIN ALL THE DAMN TOURNAMENTS JOIN ALL THE FEATURES
Monday, December 27, 2010
Minus
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