louder than words

"what's this, dad?"
"beer"
"you're giving me alcoholic drinks while i'm focusing on my work?"
"yeah. there's another bottle of it in the fridge if you want."
"hahahahahaha thanks man"

It tastes pretty good.

Paprika VoA - by W17
Portfolio - 28/1
Fusion Portfolio pieces - 28/1
Digi Tonal - Weds



tomorrow:
drawing 70%
Art hist - details

No stress

Holy shit.
THEY HAVE DANCE MOVES FOR ELECTRO.

HOLY.
SHIT.

Looks like my kind of dance!

forgotten path of time

I was hesitant about clicking it
Thought it was going to be some cheesy unhelpful bullshit
well
It was cheesy. But very touching in the same time.
Kept on thinking she's gonna break into tears anytime soon lol haha.
But what she said was right. Don't hate, don't hide, don't bottle it up. FORGIVE.


I can't play music

but here i am

still downloading score after score.

just for kicks.

enjoy reading them in time to the music

but i hope

one day

i'll actually use them

-____-

TDL (W14)

Paprika VoA - by W17
Portfolio - 28/1
Fusion Portfolio pieces - 28/1
Digi Tonal
drawing 70%

in soul we trust

wow.

almost pulled off my cover by letting things slip.

weird.

Is my wonder mirrored, I'll always ask myself. Is it?

TDL (W14)

Paprika VoA - by W17
Portfolio - 28/1
Fusion Portfolio pieces - 28/1
Digi Tonal
drawing 70%

sadness like water

WHY CAN'T I BEAT YOU.

knock me out

I thought I saw you again.

That stature.

Chatted with Mel, and the topic slowly drifted. Got a bit of updates, seems that you're still as busy as ever. Sometimes it hurts to be a somebody, I guess.

Oh well. Took a photo for jervis. I'll upload it here as well just for the sake of it. Because I can.

And as you can see, art and appearances take up about half each of my attention......

Valentine's coming soon. Looking forward to it, and dreading it at the same time. The inevitable sticky end is coming. I just hope I won't end up on more hatelists, hahahaha. But at least I can have the chance to start on a clean slate, relations wise. No mass cards and gifts this time round. I now know how certain unintended actions can produce drastic consequences.

BLESS EVERYONE OF YOU INSTEAD

AND I HOPE

I'LL BE BLESSED TOO

Cemetery Drive

Edit:
You have no idea how happy I am, to feel so appreciated. These little bits of praise and support goes a long way. I'll never have chosen to be a painter if no one was there to cheer me on. It's funny how I only drew because that was the only way I knew how to get attention in the past. And it just stuck throughout the years, despite the fading cheers, and me getting outshone.

Thank you so much, random stranger. :')

First request of 2011.
Broke out my new watermark for it, hehe.
Been wanting to do this layout for a long time now, but had no idea how to go about colouring a huge field of wheat. Felt like a lot of work. I guess his request kinda acted as an excuse for me to plunge in and try anyway.

And damn, I was right. I SWEAR I'M NEVER GONNA DRAW ANY KIND OF A FIELD IN MY LIFE ANYMORE HOLY SHIIIIT IT WAS BEYOND HELLISH TO RENDER.

Will probably throw in a spine and back insert for him too. Since Gwen will bitch if I give her anymore half finished product sets again >.> Oh wait I don't need to. It's an E-Album. HELLYEAH

Need to draw more fields YIPPEE YAY (so much for my promise to not draw fields anymore)

He wanted something free and open, but after drawing this... I get the feeling that the children are crying in front instead |: An OH MY GOD I FINALLY SAW THE LIGHT TEARS OF JOY TEARS OF JOY kind of moment. Which makes sense. We're all trudging through an almost endless field of wheat ourselves. I'll cry if I reached the end too.

...Man. I really like this picture.

TDL (W14)
Sean's Album Art - 21/1
Paprika VoA - by W17
Portfolio - 28/1
Fusion Portfolio pieces - 28/1

60$ - Monday 17/1
Assemble A&D Final - Monday 17/1
Digi Tonal - Weds