has your body been hollowed by the breeze

went back to celestica.

three week of silence.
its good, i suppose

slowly
we'll forget

black sheep

What are you trying to say
What am I trying to show

What are we doing

Why can't I know
Why won't you tell me

It's not even about me wanting to help now
It's about me wanting a peace of mind

l:

So I said it out loud again
And got a ton of apologies and regret in return

But what difference does it make if you're going to do it again, as sincere as it sounds

Am I just going to keep on sniffling for you

It hurts when you say you don't care, when you just disappear on me, walk away, go offline

Feels like I'm trying for nothing

If I'm making an effort to stay upbeat for you guys
I don't see why you can't do the same for me
Am I really worth nothing in your eyes

:c

pull away

Hello again, friend of a friend, I knew you when
Our common goal was waiting for the world to end

:'D

It's funny how you can relate to anything if you feel strongly enough for it.
Why must we be held down by so much morals and values
Who created all these anyway

Sometimes I really wish I can go all out and play to my heart's content

but ahhhh
consequences, consequences.

doh.
:)

.

up on melancholy hill

listening to that song made me remember the huge fire blazing in me when i first picked up geeta

All the fun we had
All the joy
Every little giggle of exhilaration I made when I successfully pulled off a progression

;@

Well, you can't get what you want, but you can get me...

uhuhuhuhu geeta.......

knife

going back to deviantart.
will try to... draw my little comic things again o;

it'll all play out on the last scene

tempted to walk over to the music store and sit in front of it
and wonder
ponder

is 11 years not enough to find the perfect musical soulmate...?

It's just me, isn't it?

Teardrop

I'm here
I'm always here

Sometimes I really wish I can take damage for you
I heal fast
You look like you're gonna shatter the moment a slight breeze knocks into you...