Fuck you! And fuck her too.

\m/
Awesome song.
Love it.


Chanced on a documentary about eating disorders yesterday night.
So I was looking at all those thin ass ladies
And my head was going : "Wow, damn. Nice waist and legOH SHIT WHAT AM I THINKING"

Haha. I'm far from being an anorexic, though sometimes I wish I am. But yeah I know better than that.

Anyway, during the interview, the lady was talking about how malnutrition has completely cut off her period, and in turn, may be affecting her chances of having a baby.

HMMMM.

Yeah.

Sometimes I wish I am anorexic.

not going to cry like a big gay baby

not at all.

KP gave me a B for IAP... but towards the end of the day, after all that fun and games, she said :

"Shan, give me your report."

Me, being me, interpreted it as her wanting to check through my stuff and find flaws again. So I gave it to her and crossed my fingers. Then she picked up her liquid paper and cancelled her grade, and penned in an A instead. I just... stood there.

Edwin did his 'house renovation' brow raise and smirked. Amelia and Jess went ecstatic. HC and KP grinned back. For that moment, I could feel everyone being genuinely happy for me, and hell, was that a good moment or what.

"I should have been more generous. We're from the same nyp family after all."

"...... ;____;"

-

Great day today, albeit a little melancholic.
I will never forget Ronald's sad smile.
Fuck shit, that expression was more heartbreaking than all the emo faces I've been drawing.

Edwin and Annabella will forever be remembered as the two kind souls who treated us to free teh and lemonn tea :v And all that company and support they have given.

James and Bernard will held in memory as the old uncles of scrawl :v

Jing will be the ART FUCKING GODDESS, KP and her unborn baby the ANIMATION GODDESS, FUCK, and Ting/HC the FUCKING RIGGING GODDESSES. They will reign over the company with an iron fist.

Mike and Lis will be the best couple in Scrawl. <3

ROOONALD :C

Bought chocolate with the other two ladies and distributed them to every single colleague in Scrawl. Funny how we're only doing the hardcore bonding on our last day of work.

I will miss the people here...
I will miss SBB....

However, I still will not miss the stress and work hahahhaaha

hahahahah

hahah

ha

BAAAAAAAAWWW I MISS YOU GUYS ALREADY

i know what you hate

SHIT
I'M MISSING SCRAWL ALREADY
INTERNSHIP IS TOO
FUCKING
SHORT


:v

I LOVE YOU GUYS
YOU ALL GAVE ME A FUCKLOAD OF STRESS
I GAVE YOU GUYS A LOT OF STRESS TOO
BUT
BUT WE STILL LOVE EACH OTHER, DONT WE

lunchtime is the best part.....
we could be in the worst moods
but when lunchtime comes
we still banter around like the best peeps in the universe
i love this part
i love the clear line between work and play

LAYOUTS TEAM BE THE BEST, FUCK YEAH
I'M PROUD TO BE SCRAWL'S LAYOUT ARTIST

THIS IS YOUR POTATO

break from the highway

too needy, too needy

lets go somewhere

i miss getting

those little

hugs. :v

i'm the waving fag

FUCK THIS
FUCK ALL THE SOPPYNESS

WOOOO LETS ALL SING THE FAG SONG
BECAUSE I NEED TO REGAIN ALL OF THE SELF WORTH I DESERVE D:<

no that isnt supposed to make sense

lay me back

so weird why i can be so honest with the roulette, even though i know i'm ruining my own chances for a serious relalala in the meantime
every single ugly thing i did, all the atrocious bullshit i pulled off
dude knows it all now :v

even matters where i'll lie or at least twist a little of the facts before retelling most people

totally at ease when the truth comes out

maybe its because a part of my mind has registered him to be as wild as me, and will be able to relate
maybe its also because i know our situation cant ever get worse than this. so why not just go all the way, drop all the fucking bombs

in turn, i got some info from him too

think /we're/ both ruining each other's chances.

but despite me being so willing to make myself out as a bad person
i'm still hoping someone will come over and tell me im not :v

had a really great day with the guitar people
especially with ai fang :D
serenaded her + got her some guitar strings :D So she could fix her guitar today. And fix it we did.
Had a fun little jamming session with Audrey + Fang too
Memorized the birthday song for Fang this morning, when i realized its her birthday.
SO GLAD I DID, YO. Now all three of us can jam to happy birthday anytime now LOL.
And my hardcore scale memorizing didnt fail me when the tests came. I seem to be getting some kind of a high every time i wow roulette and audrey by overdoing myself.
thats what pushing me on for now...
i like to be praised, it seems :v

Work hard, work hard!

celestica

:)
today feels like a good day