:I

slowly but surely
im swinging back on track

because fuck you, workload
I'm still gonna be the one smiling in the end.

but i wasnt afraid to die

dont reflect, dont question
follow my gut instinct, let my heart lead

that's what you've been telling me from the start

let my black, black heart lead the waaaay
\m/\m/\m/

the only hope for me is

I haven't had a pleasant dream for ages.
Watching Paprika made the experience all the worse for me.

Sometimes
I feel like just dropping all the burdens I've to carry
Lie down
And just dream about what I want

If I cant answer my own questions about happiness
Maybe my subconscious can do it for me :/