all things go

in the end
it all boils down to


ZEN


Maybe it's easier because she's been away from social pollutions for a few decades, now. Maybe.

OKAY OFF TO BED.

falling, falling, falling, fallen

feels good to come clean and talk about it.

i realized i could have avoided the few days of upset-tery if i just went ahead and asked on day 1

embracing my insecurity and selfishness was hard
but i did it
glad you took it pretty well, too

will never have spilt the beans if you didnt go all honest on me
i thank you for that

yes...
communication... so important.
doesn't matter if it comes in the form of yelling or babbling, or anything in between, i guess. you can only go forward from there.

send you my love, on a wire

I don't like change

Not like anyone cares
Things are still continuing to move and evolve
no matter what I think

Though it's because of change that I found you
It's because of change that I'm here now
It's because of change that I'm still alive and happy

Oh, life, why must you toy with me so.
Always coming over and pulling me out of pits, only to push me back in again.
what are you trying to do? Why did you put me on this place? What's my purpose for being here? Why drag me through so much painnnnnn

just dont know if i could roll into the sea again

sorry mother
looks like i have once again failed at minding my own business

to binge

on rainbows and unicorn dust

haha
those scattered dreams and wishes
my little flower patch
curling up beside my pillar and doing nothing

someday...