tinkerbell

feeling small and tired
need to
curl up

dull thud

you'll be taken care of.
parasitic
.

swoon

i kind of expected such answers
but seeing it in my face
holy cow
do i still deserve to love

i /am/ a very physical person
maybe me meeting such partners isnt due to my luck
it was due to me...
they gravitated towards me because that's what i've been calling out for
i gravitated towards them because that's what i wanted

is that why i never wanted to blame him, i never was that angry
i definitely played a big part in our disaster

so hard to turn back to innocent relationships when i already had a taste of the full treatment. so hard to settle for less.

its terrible i never shed tears for my partners
do i not care about them
has it always been purely physical
no, i do care
just not enough, it seems...

physical, unsincere

how can i dish out so much hate on dahlia when i'm another dahlia myself
.
.
.

let this world explode

talked to deep guy no.2

this led to that
and i found myself looking at the traits of an average red liking person, going 'hell yeah thats me'

I wonder how long this body will last
Can I still sustain my lifestyle when my youth's all faded and dead
How do I make the most of my prime days

What's the difference between 'going all out' and 'being recklessly stupid'

How do I fully enjoy life with so many things weighing me down :I

Playing pheonix wright 3
DAHLIA YOU DEMON LADY
BROKE SO MANY MENS HEART FOR YOUR OWN GAIN
KILLED SO MANY PEOPLE FOR YOUR OWN ADVANTAGE
DAAAAAHHHLIIIIAAAAaaaaaa

let me join you on your adventure

i needed some time for myself

went to the library...
bought myself some trinkets...
turned msn off and relaxed...
gave myself the space i wanted.

feels awesome.

being alone every once in a while never felt that great.
i guess i missed myself.

We're gonna sing a song without words

playing with fire

cannot stand it
i cant keep my nose out of trouble