subwoofer lullaby

ahhh

smile no out

:/

its like there's suddenly a dark cloud hanging over the entire social landscape lol.

sometimes i feel like we're all just spamming scripted polite messages to and fro haha
so much things and high risk areas to avoid touching on
i guess that's the difference between being 'friends' and being true 'close friends', lol

hopefully we can all work together and pull the sun back into the scene again

:D

set fire to the rain

i'm happy
but apparently not happy enough for the world


hahahaahaaaaaaaa

damn scared ah
of losing everything

but no one likes a depressed little lady, right

so i guess
i'll just have to suck it up
and be even happierrrrr

can one
caaaaan one

stop expecting so much of myself
i already managed to adjust in a week
im already changingggg
it's fine
things take time

can't expect myself to wake up and be a badass immediately

as long as i dont stop trying

caaan one


go for it
go for the job
go for the new chapter in life
go for the changeee