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FUCK today la.
Seriously.
Went for the damned diving shit. -__-' wa lau.. 4 hr and i still cannot even touch the freaking CHALKY water in the 2.5 x 2.5 x 2.5 FISH TANK.
with no fish.
Pks, jiahui, me, the netball person, and a few unlucky ones.
We were literally fcking the place upside down.
Damn.

But on the way back arh, was quite.. lmao. Jh and me tok tok private stuffs.
Sad. Triggered my deep thinking mode. Should I continue waiting, or move on with my life? 8 more months. to sec 4. luan.

I'm very sorry, really. But is it too late? Wa lau. If only i had a chance to explain myself, ill not waste the chance. Really.
If only..

Yes. I get jealous. Easily. =/ . I just dont show it. keke. cannot help it. but at least i dont throw tantrums about it.

freaked out all the way when going home.. scare this scare that. screamed and screamed. >] hey , it was SO DARK. then plua the empty lift with the lights still on.. imagine a figure just popped out .. wtf T__T

Want hug.

Feeling very sick now. Coughing like shit.
Very sad.

I thought i was the most kelian person on earth at some point of my life actually lol, but now then i know ard, i aint alone.

Sec two was the worst period of my 15 yr life.
Im not gunna let history repeat itself.

Promise.