ha.really dunno whats happening. its not the first time .. i guess.. im a hmp. ^^ which i thought i was not.
its the war ^^ between my mind and my body. LOL. i want her back TT i want to tell her all this. rawr!! i really need a person who knows what im feeling and shes that person. its all very superficial in my class.. everyone is happy. or is it. people can be smiling at me then throwing daggers at my back, who knows. i need someone to understand what i want. but shes not here.. i should have treasured her. now work ler then regret. too late le. hoho. still rem last time we talk until both are at the brink of tears (: which is rare.
zhi xing you heng nan zao.
feel empty. its been so long. really dread the time gran leaves us. touch wood. but it'll happen. obviously. my favourite gran will be gone, and so will her, uncle,.. everyone. TT dont leave me. its pathetic enough being left outta the world, and now this thought comes by and haunt me.
great.
even happy songs sound sad to me. LOL. im pessimistic. i really wish that i can read everyone's mind.. esp these 5. i just want the truth. are you guys just putting on an act? if yes, why? hai.
im gunna stop yakking about it, lest i get even deeper. how dangerous.
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