wahahah.

i was like totally freaked out today ._. but,phew. heaven was on my side. not gunna elaborate.

uhm. im holding my birthday party at the usual place -wink- but.. i might invite ..my other friends wor. but nah. we three..same old get together feeling :) better right. hes drifting away from us..a lot are. for we are gamers, my good friend. for we have no common interests with them. we have no choice but to stick anti social labels on our head :/ im not stereotyping us, the rest of the world are.

im going to change my NRIC..add in a eng name :) swear in then can liao, i hope im old enough to add name.

met bev outside sch back gates,lawl. talked abit. sad sad :X my friends all not this school one. why am i so young?! i missed them by years :/ abit lonely actually.. go solo.. even if got friends beside me in sch im always the one with nothing to say. hah. so stone lor. show ppl the guai side of me. walau. not that i dun wan la, i can go wild if i want to. im a rebellious person inside actually. people just dunno it. i know. its hard to imagine..

checked out bev de contacts. walau!! shi cheap de lor! damn. must beg mum again to buy -.-

she said that i shd get one of my outside friend as a bf. hmm. i should think about it. no gossip in sch wor..freedom! and and and, we can have space between each other.. wont meet any bad situations that much.. and plus. the guy is older. hoho. but i dont think i will. i think..i 16 yrs old then ..restart the effort ba. 3mths more. 3mths more to being officially 16.

i thought abit.. xiuhui was not feeling well in class, yet she still smile and smile at me la.. i thought nth was wrong so i go cs..wa lau..what kind of friend am i ._. abit guilty lawl. didnt know anything.