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Now, I'm on to.. Hybrid Theory. Think With You is the best of the lot. That shrilly grungy industrial sounding riffs are amazing.

Just to clear things up - for myself, and for anyone affected, for that matter - yes, I'm very annoyed at the lack of tact. Sense of urgency. Responsibility. Dude, 5pm and 8.30pm.. yeah, it's three hours. It's a LOT OF DIFFERENCE. ( but of course. You know I'm not pissed at you YK. You know, friends and all that junk. Never. ) Who fuckin' cares if it's confirmed or not, just inform me!

It's like. You have a kid. And he's like... in ICU. You'll want to be updated of every single small update, right? You don't want the doctor to stall for days then pop out announcing his death. Something you're NOT PREPARED FOR.

And it's not that I'm being nosey or stuff. I have a right to know. Everyone has a right to know what's happening. BECAUSE WE'RE ALL INVOLVED IN IT, DAMMIT?

I took the initiative to at least notify you guys when Adrian mailed us. Yeah, it's nothing major, just an email, but it SHOWS that I still treat everyone else like a team member and want to update everyone on WHAT I KNOW.

Is taking out a phone and punching in some alphabets really that time consuming? Why, I thought everyone had free messages to spare?

I'm going to assume nothing has happened, no one has updated me at a REASONABLE timing, and am going to forget everything.

Glad I actually kept in contact with Adrian. If not I'll be totally oblivious to anything and everything.

This incident has pretty much killed off my desire to participate actively in the Mural Project. I'm sorry, but I'm not like the forgiving Antony, who can pretty much accept everything and take it his way. I'm not as noble at Clement.

I'm actually. majorly. pissed.

If Adrian doesn't email me and give me a timing for Friday, I'm pulling out. Screw it all, I don't NEED to worry my ASS OFF OVER SOMETHING THAT ISN'T EVEN CONNECTED TO ME.

On a lighter note.

My circus troupe is formed. The DreamMachine might get another chance to shine again. Blythe, Ressia Bell, The Twins (to be reconstructed). I just need one or two more members to flesh it out.

Pfffffffft.

*points middle finger at the world*