had a crazy-ass dream.
I dreamt that I died.
There was no pain physically, but the sadness I felt in my heart was excruciating.
It felt almost real. Like I'm really lying on the ground and bleeding to death.
I felt loneliness.
How the people trying to help me had no familiar faces inside.
I felt ..hmm.. worry.
How would my loved ones survive without me? I made a promise to walk with caek till the end! ): no one will reply to my sis's email if i'm gone! I HAD A BRIGHT FUTURE!!!
I felt desperation.
I don't want to die, not here, not now.
Lol. To think that I was so welcoming towards death in the past. No, not anymore, man. I'm actually pretty scared.
The dream carried on. I actually went to another dimension, another place. But I won't talk about it here hahaha. It's too crazy.
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