@deh: i replied to your comment, but i forgot it'll get pushed down with every new post i make l: i'll find new ways to allow you to chat/sex me up soon
went ahead and did it
now my hair's way too straight for me hahahaha
and i smell like i just soaked myself in chemicals for four long hours
self esteem +1 now, though.
Makeup isn't appealing to me as much as before. I be looking into more permanent changes. Honey potting, rebonding, healing the skin... Expensive, but I won't have to give it care and concern every damn day. I've no time for this yo. Think it'll just be a matter of time before I succumb to plastic stuff. In a few years, maybe. Haha.
Had a nice bonding time with the family, as promised. Good stuff. Found out that my favourite tree in Sembawang beach fell a long while ago. Felt like a bit of my old memories just died a little inside.
I'll spend every day of the weekday worrying about my appearance
but when the weekends come, my mind'll just switch to this "oh fuck it whats the point" mode.
So the huge ass spending spree I have been planning since the start of the week just got scrapped today. I threw away my whole list of stuff to buy and settled on buying sushi for the family instead. Because fuck my indecisive mind.
(Y)
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LOL seems like you've got yourself a reason to keep earning money then :B
All the above will probably need a shitload of money to solve. :C
Also, TEE HEE.
Shall see you next week and flip your hair many many. I hope you didn't cut it shorter? Just re-bonded? >:|
Am glad you be spending quality time with the family yo! :D :D
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