I'm not an animal person
I'm always wondering if I'm hurting them, wondering about what they are thinking, what they feel about me, whether they even want me to be around them in the first place
I'd rather just stay far away
Not ready for such responsibilities, not yet
Not ever, maybe
How can I take care of others if I can't even take care of myself
ZINGGGG
1 comment:
Awww Shan don't say that.
One thing about animals is that if they didn't like you or were afraid of you, they'll show it like it is.
They're totally honest with their feelings, not like our fellow mankind. Give it a try when you're ready someday ;)
But i do get your point.
If you relate it to taking care of others, I mean. I..do fear it too - all the above.
But one thing I found out about responsibility is that as we grow up, what we used to think were heavy responsibilities gradually become things that we do naturally. If we are forever running away from them, then we'll never grow as a person.
Take your time though, don't reject the mere thought of it so quickly but don't rush into forcing them upon yourself either.
Because i also feel i'm not fully capable of taking care of myself.. not 'there' yet, i'm pacing myself. I tell myself that, 'when it comes it comes.' 8)
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