Saturday, October 09, 2010

tokyo et paris

EMPTINESS
IS
COMING
BACK

is that partly why i kept on clinging on
was i trying to escape from this void

it sure does feel awful
i guess this is what happens when I decided to enter adulthood early
not ready, never was ready

and now I have to cope with the consequences, after having taken a peek into my future. It's like I climbed up to Level ,say, 50 in a game, and BAM. The GM just pushed me back to Level 20. I lost all my skills, all my stats...

I NEED TO CUT OFF MY HAIR AGAIN
THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN DEAL WITH IT

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