Friday, December 31, 2010

The End

So I finished reading everything. All 136 chapters. Over the span of 5 long years. I won't lie, a few chapters had me sniffling away, hahaha

So many situations I can relate to
And so common, I realized those situations were.

In the story, she cried too
But she still gave in for the bigger picture.

I remember doing the exact same thing in life too. Crying, giving in, moving on. Was that the right thing to do? I don't know. I don't think anyone knows. But it sure does feel good knowing that I'm not the only one dealing with this.

The end of the story is almost like taking a peek at the potential end of my life. It'll all end well. Peace will find you in the end.

Everyone separated after graduation, each leaving for their own life and goals, no longer bound together. Again, it hit a nerve lol. But I read on, saw how each of them coped with the initial loneliness, how they still managed to smile

And it's like me hitting enlightenment suddenly lol. Loneliness is something you can't escape from. It'll come into your life every once in a while. Accept it, work with it. Know that there /are/ people who love you, and it's them you should stay upbeat for. Stay alive just so you can see them again.

After all, without separation, you can never have a banquet again... :>

I don't feel like I'm the worst asshole in the world anymore. All these selfish thoughts, all the negativity, it's all natural. You can't expect everyone to be born a saint. Accept it. Know it's these qualities that made you, you. Let's accept each other for who we are and grow together, hahaha

Reading all the fan comments after the end... holy cow guys inorite me too me too

hahahaha

I'm not that different from the rest, after all :D
I never was.

(I think this just further solidified my goal to be a storyteller lol.)

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