sstar

tired

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i should have just shut my mouth from the start
situations like these went so smoothly when i didnt make a big hooha about it
when there's no one to make a big hooha about it
when i didnt incite anyone to make a big hooha about it
i knew more good'll happen if i talked lesser
blame it on your megaphone mouth and insecurity, shan
megh
hahaha

... IRONICALLY...

i also know i should have been honest to alot of people

i get the feeling im doing more harm by swallowing it and shutting up
it's either ruining friendships or feeling super negative about the burden forever
guess ill just take the risk, drop a few bombs

we'll work it out if both of us are mature enough about the issue, i guess.

i /will/ do this
leave without regrets!