ffg

Today dont really suck, but dont really rock either.
Got a new skin, got tired of the excessive blackness =)
Time to mug and study like sht. Gahh. i need help.. friends, gather around and help the damsel in loadsa distress @@@
I cant focus T__T
Now only jh wan study wit me.. the rest must ask ask first. zz. siann.
Maths did the usual stuff, slack.
Chem i sobered up a bit le xD kekeke. Getting better now.
but still not enough!
Jiayou!

Went home with jh.. got everything wet. Bought muah chee and sat outside interchange and ate..ate..ate..
can start eating club le. >__>
Tmr got napfa. fuk. sure fail one lor. so many people will be there wtf. pressure pressure.
then with exams looming also..

Someone TEACH me how to survive @@@
who gives a dam abt maths when you dunno how to survive it?!

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Hm. i know that i still have some grudges. jealousy. crapp. but hey, I AM HUMAN over here?!
Nothing can make me forget the pain i went through. nothing.
but i also dunno lah.
whenever my gaze just falls on you all... ill.. feel really confused. hatred and the longing to know the truth, acceptance.

But yea. I chose this road to walk. so be it. accept everything. Soon, everything will disappear.. will fade. Soon, ill be able to stand up straight again.
Just a bit..longer.

Soon.