palette

dead tired

i'm very happy in the room
and that makes me sad

because i know... this situation won't be for long...
haha.

i feel a lot of detachment now

on one hand, it's good things died before life gets rougher
on the other hand, it feels weird that i'm left with only a plastic figurine to go back to.

feels weird that i can just breeze through overtimes without even flinching
when in the past
i'll practically schedule my life around the clock
it just... feels weird.

'could have been', that's the way to put it.

glad my friends dropped by today
really thankful
:)

ive a teacher watching over me too
teacher, or colleague lol
...teacher, i guess
he'll always be a teacher to me

these few days were awesome because of that warm fuzzy feeling
i really felt that i matter to people, at least :)

mebbe everything's really for the better