napfa

Today got Napfa, passed everything. well not really. broad jump failed but i managed to plead for a retest.. =)
2.4 must chiong to secure silver.. one more point to silver @@@
kekeke. april, me, jh was reading comics and slacking and giving each other support. lol. but i dont think we felt better after that. no effects. >]
napfa sit up dam pressure.. wanted to break through 40.. fcuk.. go 38 T__T
then with the three lil asswholes looking and looking.. pressure @@@

Went home by bus. wahh. shiok lehh?! i want take bus home everyday riaos. got place to sit >] kekeke.
Going to april house study with her and jiahui soon.[?] tomorrow? yea. and play a bit of badminton [?] lol =x everything i also not sure. tsktsk. >]

watched pks and gang going the skit at assembly. >] hezel was darn entertaining >] kekeke. -clapclap- i applaud your bravado! >]
but i felt that it was too short.

rewarded myself with fried ice-cream, bubble tea. napfa!rocks!this!year! kekeke. two weeks of dieting coming up >] i need to save up money anyway. >]

kekeke.

I love today~

ffg

Today dont really suck, but dont really rock either.
Got a new skin, got tired of the excessive blackness =)
Time to mug and study like sht. Gahh. i need help.. friends, gather around and help the damsel in loadsa distress @@@
I cant focus T__T
Now only jh wan study wit me.. the rest must ask ask first. zz. siann.
Maths did the usual stuff, slack.
Chem i sobered up a bit le xD kekeke. Getting better now.
but still not enough!
Jiayou!

Went home with jh.. got everything wet. Bought muah chee and sat outside interchange and ate..ate..ate..
can start eating club le. >__>
Tmr got napfa. fuk. sure fail one lor. so many people will be there wtf. pressure pressure.
then with exams looming also..

Someone TEACH me how to survive @@@
who gives a dam abt maths when you dunno how to survive it?!

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Hm. i know that i still have some grudges. jealousy. crapp. but hey, I AM HUMAN over here?!
Nothing can make me forget the pain i went through. nothing.
but i also dunno lah.
whenever my gaze just falls on you all... ill.. feel really confused. hatred and the longing to know the truth, acceptance.

But yea. I chose this road to walk. so be it. accept everything. Soon, everything will disappear.. will fade. Soon, ill be able to stand up straight again.
Just a bit..longer.

Soon.