y'know

I should take this thing elsewhere.

lol what the hell

Dreamt that my dad was beating my mom up with some large metal object. And I just stood there like some useless statue lol. Can still feel the boiling anger that was surging through me at that point of time, lol. Dad was like : "hey, choose something" . and my mom did it without asking. then he took the object she chose and whacked her head with it ahh

Remembered my dreamself literally marching over to the phone and ringing the police up.Voice getting all clipped and rushed.

Dunno what happened before the whacking, but we definitely got involved in some problem. Car was stuck somewhere - we were lost. Guess things built up till the final showdown lol.

Woke up with a start.
Then again, who will ever wake naturally with this kind of dream =.=

Lol

Everytime I get the chance to have some decent sleep, nightmares MUST turn over and nip me in the butt.....
TO think that i actually sacrificed the WebD meeting for this.

Bittersweet symphony

got hold of the remix o:
Heard it while YK was trying to After Effects it up rofl
Looks pretty awesome, actually. I just hope everything will end well for that project.

ahem ahem.

Almost owned myself by trying to survive without sufficient rest. Felt pretty woozy on the bus, can even feel myself losing focus. Thought I was going to collapse anytime soon lol. But I still managed to make it back and spread my fat self over the bed before blacking out.

Aw man

The bed feels like heaven

Smack your face against the screen

Just realized that I'm unable to keep grudges any more.
Is this part of growing up? If this is, it really feels damn good ._.

Cleared things up with Herc
Apparently she's not lying ahaha ; was just a big, big misunderstanding.
Best part was, we still continued to act like the best of friends during the 'misunderstood period'.

Is this the 'line' adults keep talking about? Do not drag personal feuds into work, do not drag work into personal feuds?

Got Lox into my collection of Twitlight friends, now.
So hopefully, I'll be able to meet five of them ehehehe

On to school stuff. I've been slacking off way too much D:
And I still is. Hahaha I wonder what my mother will say, since she's under the impression that I've been getting straight As for every single subject. Wonder when that bubble of security will pop. Part of me is still thinking that I can pull through this, just like how I pulled through the first year. Bad, bad Shan.

Hmmm
We're supposed to form a band, too. But so far, no news?
But I wanna be vocals if we really do get one
Getting a bad sore throat - maybe I can use it to my advantage. Scratchy is the new sexy.
Yk can get the bass
Angie can get the keyboard
Deh can get the dru- no, deh can screw off
I'll take the guitars awwww yeah

So won't the real slim shady please stand up
please stand up
please stand up

*headbangs*

Kinda got drilled into my head after hearing it on Norwegian Recycling.

Please stand up
Please stand up
Please stand up