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wdh.

Pangya-ed so much i forgot how i hold my spoon and fork, and on which hand lol. in the end i made do with the spoon for right and fork for left. ah well.

today is definitely not my day. everyone has been extra evil to me D:
the unlucky guy who finally made me snap was that bloody loser who said that im a hacker -.-

what, you dunno how to curve properly while i know means that im hacking lah! Naaaana. May my attacks scar you for life.

well at least i got the cash card :| yay finally some positive news. 7-11 is such a wonderful shop.

Virtual worlds are still the best. its the closest thing to perfection :/
may goddess freya destroy this world and create a better one!

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eheheh i dunno why, but i just adore the feeling of something brushing against my neck, be it metal or plastic. feeling high now because my good ol sis decided to use me as a test subject for her new hairstyles. ooh ticklish.

maybe someday i should go for a haircut. the feeling of the cold metal is rushing back into my mind~~~~~

kena scammed again, the com is 11 days away from being exposed to dangers all over again. great. greaaaaaaaaat.

i want to play mmos, but i cant buddeh anyone for fear of getting suspected all over again~ the feeling of soloing is total , absolute hell kthx. now i cant play anything without fearing for my skin.

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dispirited. dejected. just plain SAD.
i got to just the edge of breaking a record, but i phailed at the last minute.
I was 0.24y away from making a perfect chip, but i phailed at the last minute.
I should have got that damned 1st prize trophy, but i phailed at the last minute.

ROAR.

was feeling so lousy in the morning alr and now my fav game is picking on me too ;_;
hell, i dont even have the energy to rant anymore.

I feel so sluggish.
BUT I STILL HAVE TO PLAY LATER ON ROARRRRR
lvl up up up up up1111!!!!shiftevenenONEONE!1.

am very inspired to pick up my colour pencils after looking at the styles of endling and pyro. ill go do some random char designing outta boredom (hoho)

and ill be starting a fanart thread soon (hehe) will start to work on it tmr. just need kenny's good old scanner and everything should go fine.

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hehehe i feel so much more relaxed with that pesky tagboard removed~
and thanks for informing me about RO turning into a f2p game ^^

its kinda boring today, i basically sat on my chair and slacked. school was being overly patriotic by blasting those national songs omfg. At first i thought someone got attacked, but it seems that its just the singer shrieking away >.>

chem test was supercool, due to the fact that i answered every question. well i cheated but still~~~
if i dont get at least 1/30 im a worm. rly feel like studying at sch, but whenever i got home the feeling just vanished.

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ahhhh, the ups and mostly downs of a female~
bloody moodswings.

The brownies own all tho :D ima try the cupcakes if im ever lucky enough to get another batch of them. hmmm teacher scammed us all by postponing the release of results. other than that i remember nothing.

i know im being crazy by joining a virtual golf game but theres simply nothing else i can do D: besides who wont like free eye candy to oogle at ><

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Yes, we still have a big chance at gaining fame and recognition in here! CHIONG AHHHHHH SANCTUARY~~~

:D
Either way.. im feeling kinda exasperated. Major communication breakdown >< But even if i can turn back time and restart life i wont do it :/ ill just.. continue complicating stuff till it cant be complicated anymore :D

Im getting lazier and lazier to draw.. the stuff that i REALLY want to depict in pictures are forbidden by my parents >< lol imagine them chancing on my stacks of A4 sized paper. owneddddd.

I dont want to gain recognition for my doodles anymore ._. i just wanna keep them to myself. you can say that i kinda lost a lot of hope already. the years of pain~