-lyrics of The diary of Jane-

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane

So tell me how it should be
Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane

As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane

As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane

understood the vid btw :x shes running to find mirrors to see her reflection. but theres none~ cuz shes a ghost.tadaa.

-2-

went to JTC. sian.siansiansian. only remembered the arcade kinda game. nearly ripped the stupid joystick off the table. bleh. founds the place to register marriages!! wahaha. took a little photo of the sign. must show to sis. xuan and kelvin~ haha. we broke plastic sheets, slammed on com mouses, pushed every button we saw on the heritage tour. not to mention disfiguring a female...being. i pity cchy.

kenny, sabrina and me formed a mini grp and drifted through the whole thing. i took photos. he took notes. sadly. visited memorials and memorials AND memorials.

had a long talk. luan. what have i done! sad. ive been too withdrawn.. didnt look out of the window of my heart..didnt know i hurt quite a lotta people. . and myself too.

Instead.. ppl who shd rly care are doing the opposite.
sometimes i really want to get through to her. need advice. but shes not there. i said the truth, she didnt listen. dont care whether ive sinned or what..im bitter! rawr! what kind of mother do i have. what kind of daughter did she have too. argh.

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hm. if one day, shd i leave this world..
im gunna leave it quietly. sadly. =/

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

getting addicted to pulling out lyrics from songs. sieg hail that website. lalala. too bad i can only imagine..

thought about it.. alot. why are we hiding our emotions away from everyone? four people i knw are having masks on too. im not good at words. im not good at actions.
i hate seeing people sad because i knew i cant help them. at all. bleh. hate the feeling of helplessness.

feel like creating my own world and hiding in it forever. sometimes i really wonder la. are they feeling the same way i feel towards them? do they ever feel fear, insecurity? or is it only just me.want to reach out and try to understand this.. but i cant ah. cannot talk. ill just fall silent.as usual.

argh.

$^%*^*&.