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am conveniently sick, but im not complaining.

ó_ò

mannnnn. why must my imagination twist everything into nightmares..
but just as well, i can use this as a great excuse to cancel the tuition + family meeting~
and stay in bed..

i hope.

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nothing detailed, just uploaded to show that i did it :D
list of flaws:
L's arm is screwed, regret thickening arms to that extent.
Misa's clothes and chest, obvious. i wont point it out.
Misa's hair.
L's tshirt is supposed to be crumpled and stuff, i forgot to do the necessary.


yay i did it :D

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you can say that im totally exhausted. im THIS close to giving up lol -.-
sketching took 1/2 hr - im really getting lazy -
lineart .. i dont know.. 2 days passed alr and im still here.
lines of the hair is not even thickened and stuff yet -.-

sketching still has to be altered, only noticed smth is wrong w/the right arm when i took that photo.

most artists live in seclusion. now i can see why. i screamed at anything that disturbed me during the drawing of the lineart. lol~

now ive no energy left to scream -.-

its like.. my mind is very awake, but my body is half dead.. no, dying alr. i spent 1/2 of this day lazing on the bed after the sports meet, grieving about the lost time but not able to do anything about it.

only thing i managed to do is the second batch of clay stuffies. i made them smaller, so they are lighter! ahahaha. there are hearts, stars, loads of them.

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hehehehehe. i simply love DN's drawing style. tedious, yes.. but.. satisfying. still havent grabbed the full mastery yet. Misa down, L to go. *anti kira*
tho i dont like Misa's char, but she look too cute to be resisted.
sorry boobs are teh wrong size.
i screwed up her hair. obviously. T_T
am going to colour it w/serif , either im blending colours or doing vectors.
(C) me.

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:D

L owns all.

when ive gained enough popularity in there, im gunna shred this blog. bahahaha. just 1/2 more.
now im scanning every single piece + using paint progs to colour le.

no more 1 day one piece kinds.

i need to inject more sincerity!!
Last piece ill be hosting here will be one of L and Misa. :D then maybe its time for me to say goodbye to this blog~~~

too much journals to keep track of ler, sorry guys

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edit:
just a basic sketch to define poses, im not drawing them chibi, and yes ill add details on misa and change her pose and draw her hair correctly and lalalala. new version drawn on another piece of paper! thanks to..
[1] cchy's com lab's scanner
[2] them for helping me scan LOL -i r scannin nub. dUh~~~-
[3] the female teacher for making me happy :D


ill finish everything by this week.

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why is everyone talking to me with that reproaching tone. . T____T
i feel like shit inside also leh. . .
think pks hit me with the last blow lah.
what, you think i chose that decision just for fun ah. . .

im still in bad shape, gimme some time to recover and catch my breath.. just.. a lil time.


;_; i really wanna spill out everything, but to who? it feels very uncomfortable being locked up inside me..

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U P D A T E :

learning how to blend, haha. mousework as usual. it doesnt look mangaish anymore T_T i dunno what style im using T_T i just.. draw. want to cry ahhhhh.. whyyyyy.. this thing is damn hard to master lah, and it just made me more determined x5 alr. zzzzzzzzzz~
my fingers are glued together yay ;_;
was fixing the lil hooks onto my clay stuffies.. i think i exerted too much force on the tube of jewellery glue ;_;
it kinda.. squirted out and hit my hands. straight on summore.
it felt as if.. my skin is turning into stone LOL. the hardening feeling.

went like oh shit oh shit oh shit and plunged hands into water. took some time to wrench my fingers apart -.- now thats scary. managed to salvage whats left of my hand, hahaha, but my nails are officially ruined. i simply cant remove the stupid glue from my nails. !@$#%^#^.

made pencil, moon, octopus, 2 pigs, carrot, tomato, cherries. 8 stuffies now :D dont feel like selling suddenly, i cant..bear..to.... T_T

bought ice cream and lollipops for everyone today.. tho my wallet is screaming.. but.. its worth it.
. hahaha. i like my sis when shes not being a brat.. must keep her that way :D

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april fools day kinda suck this year D:

eh shan
ya what
youre shoelaces are undone
diao -_- *wearing high heels*

eh shan
ya what
i dun wan friend you le, betrayer
what i doooo, but orh, prolly better ba
happy april fools day
diao -_-

eh shan
ya what
I HID YOUR SPECS AH HAHAHAHA
diao -_- *takes it back using physical force*

eh shan
ya what
happy april fools day
happy april fools day too
(:
-_-#

went to do proj today, quite okay. tho i ended up drawing oekaki instead. hahaha..
speaking of oekakis.. i finally got the correct concept le. im gunna redraw everything. NICELY.
after some crazy hell-like intense practice, i can control a mouse pretty much like a pen le (: can also use tools to my advantage.. i paint using paintbbs, btw.

anyone interested in paintchatting lai lai lai~~~ i open the oC room for you all~~~

Proj clay is officially launched. im typing on this keyboard with white hands now lol. out of the 6 items i made, i think only 5 of them are pretty enough to earn me some revenue. lets see how i can save the last one with my paint.