Sunday, September 18, 2011

oh my

havent been updating...

life's going okay.
been day dreaming a lot; since fusion ended, i think.
Always dreaming about the exact same thing, for 6 whole months.
Maybe that's what I really want in life. I don't know.
For an artist, it's kind of terrifying to see that my craft totally had no stand in my desired lifestyle.

It's not that I haven't been looking for opportunities. Gave up the moment I gave myself a chance to fight for it. I don't know. Lol.

I love art, but I don't like the art industry...
Maybe someday I'll end up doing something that I'm able to roll with ;/
I'm sure there's a comfortable spot for me somewhere.

I don't like this job enough to list it under my profile, but I won't quit just yet. Love the people, hate the stress. Gonna try my best to finish up this 1 year. 2012 July 18!