Friday, July 31, 2009

The melancholy of a 3D teacher

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This is my 3D animation teacher.
Bumped into him today, on the bridge linked to my school. He was smoking, as usual. (wth lol, teachers aren't even supposed to be seen smoking near the campus) So anyway, I had to be a nice, polite student, so I went up to him and did all that usual greeting BSes students have to do.

Then that guy turned, and gave me this exact sad smile. I mean, who the hell would suddenly go all depressed and fragile looking at a student? (Then again, I'm probably the most problematic student in his class. It's probably natural for him to want to cry when he sees me around the corner. ) And since we're on a bridge, there was super bright sunlight coming from both sides, adding to the dramatic effect. My mind was screaming at me : "DRAW THIS SHIT OUT, SHAN, YOU GOTTA DRAW THIS SHIT OUT"

And... so I did. :|

But yeah...if I ever lived his life, I'll probably be casting sad looks every where too. This guy suffered truckloads of hardships before getting here. And probably still is.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Punctuation

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Saw this topic on the LevelI blog, and thought it kinda fits the situation I'm in now.

I feel like my future has met a FULLSTOP.
A big, fat, FULLSTOP.

errrf

Talked to Mr E, and got a bit of advice.
Didn't take it too hard, but still felt a little empty inside.
Didn't expect much, but part of me still prayed for some sort of a miracle.

uhh

pretty sad still

and tired

oh god am I tired or what

Sunday, July 26, 2009

sketch

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Some stuff i've done over the weekend