im saved :D
found the perfect 'teachers' . hahahaha ~
all my mistakes can be corrected with more ease now :D
its time i breathe some life into them..

random 1/2 hr sketch. this picture is ALL wrong. think i spotted all the mistakes on this piece of ..um. drawing. but im still going to post it up because im bored.

learnt something. huge eyes make a person's face look biggggg. feat. winter + fall.

i know the eyes are diff on both picts, sorry LOL. think im going to churn out smth special le.

nagging voice in my head: YO SHAN.

me: D:

voice: you cant draw GUYS, can you.

m: [pokes vday chibi drawings]

v: they suck. plus they are chibis.

m:watcha implying?

v: that youre a pathetic i-dun-wanna-step-outta-comfort-zone loser?

m: shove off D:

v: hit your soft spot?, did i~ hehehehe. its ok, you cant do it anyways, dont take it too hard.

m: kns. IS THAT A CHALLENGE? HUH?! HUHHHH?! HUHHHHHH?!?!

v: DUHHHH, LOSAAAAARRR

m: #^%&@^!@ you just wait D: im gunna gun joo down.

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ill edit and post up a picture today.. 70% chance..
theres a idea forming in my head..very..abstract. im still trying to piece em tgt. think my semi imaginary chars are turning more and more real every single day. IF i really post up the pic, dont look at the chars. just look at the ..rest. haha. why am i drawing such a small number of people? why didnt i draw the whole group? lalala~~~

will the team ever form up?

will shan ever become a electric guitarist? ha..ha..ha... sigh. btw theres hope for me x: i still can pluck the strings with ease x:

speaking of my unique hand.. lmao. the canteen auntie did it again. she actually held my hand and smiled at me.. again. wtf, trying to steal my blessings issit x: hahaha.. but on a serious tone, im touched lah. very. makes me wanna buy spaghetti from her everyday. she kinda reminds me of that.. person.. ahh. first person who accepted my flaw as a blessing. was only 5, 6yrs old at that time?

VERY torn. nyp/tp is heaven for designs.. but.. most of my friends are in np #$%@^!@^. how how how how how. summore np got my 2nd fav sub. pros and cons all even sia. sian.

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mmm, classic pose. lazy to cook up more poses. dont wanna stray too far from my chibi roots.
started off as a practice for face shapes, but it somehow.. evolved into Fall (TM) . check my older posts if you dunno who Fall is.
The thingy binding her is cloth. ._. yea, flimsy ol cloth. but no, she aint gunna resist the hold and tear away from her captors.
Fall dont understand why the people are so concerned about the cloth strapping her there O: why they are trying to set her free.
well, she dont really wanna move anyway.. she dont mind the hold , they dont hurt anyways. thus her blank lil eyes ^^ Fall can regain her freedom anytime she wants, shes not weak. she just dont want to. :D

taduhduh~ China doll bangs owns all.
quote minette " Eh Shan, Dont think you can gimme that look just because you look like barbie doll~ "
bahaha. i SHALL continue to pout at you. :D thats for snapping my strap, minty!

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heck, im dead disappointed w/myself. seriously, SERIOUSLY, not being disgustingly modest or something.. my art suck. >_> BLAH. take a look at deviantart, take a look at mangas, animes.. the truth is right there, poking you in the face.

sian -.- but im trying my best to improve .. try try try..

waiting like @%$@^ for night studies w/the rest of the sec4 cohort.. looking forward to it.. imagine, everyone in their own clothes sudying and fooling around in sch.. how polyish. wubwubwub!

eh, everyone.. bluetooth me some songs pl0x ;_; i think im getting sick of my track list le. I NEED MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE SONGSSS~~~

blah

YO GUYS~ IM BACKKKK :D

firstly, sorry about the so called emoness. tho i swear its normal to behave in that way, given that situation. i wasnt being emo, i was reacting. bahaha.

chanced on the FIR song again. evolution or something. gunna stuff it in my phone soon.

anddddddd... hai..
luster is long dead. everyone is. so..

go along with the will of time, no one can fight it. :/