love the way you lie

wow l:
never been the rapping type but damn, i feel for this song

the hell

this is the exact reason why i dont want to start a family l:

Why chain yourself to eternal quarrels and squabbles. Living by myself can be lonely, but hey i'd rather be lonely than give up my peace and quiet, thank you

a few life experiences i had in the past has made me hate such family episodes to an extremely high degree, probably way higher than the average person will feel towards it. tear ducts seem to be proportionately connected to the level of decibel a quarrel is generating. BUT NOOOOH I WILLL BE STRONG NOOOOOOH oh man i'm sniffling. i'm tempted to go out and take a few hours' worth of long walks, and I think i will go ahead and do it.

i can't imagine finding a man that's worth suffering so much over, and i cant imagine a man finding me good enough to chain himself to, either.

but yet, flings put me in such a melancholic mood. because you'll realize that no dude will be there for you when you really need him.

so what do i want?

Someone to be there 24/7, but is willing to not start families with me? Cohabit for the rest of our lives?

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha yes.
shan, you greedy fucktard hahaha

Fine gloves worth the death of a gentleman

Ms A quit her job today, and left my fellow IAP mate a hidden bomb.
"So hey, I don't like her because she didn't come over when I asked her to." Then BAM, she left for good. IAP mate got a few points minus-ed off her IAP grade because of this.

I know there's two sides to the story, and tbh, I really dont trust IAP mate's words as much as I would like to trust the average person... but daaaamn. Woke me up. I've been taking the people's friendliness for granted. Gotta be careful too.

Been daydreaming about going on some hardcore training during the holidays. Maybe I will. But it'll... yeah... it'll be nice if I had someone to go hardcore with me too...
But who'll be willing to invest a month in back breaking training for a hobby ): Also don't know how to properly train. Don't know what to learn. Don't know if I'm doing it right in the first place. NEED A MENTOR )':

double vision

i found out that postponing lunch puts me into an extremely grumpy mood.

hnnnngh. radio silence.
feel like a barrier's slowly/quickly creeping up between me and the NYP people. A barrier consisting of work, stress, and negativity, that is. And both sides are contributing loads to it. And I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one feeling the impact of this change. But then again, I guess this is how life's supposed to be anyway. Everyone goes their separate ways in the end, headed for different goals. We can only just sit back and wish the best for each other.

Man. Even classes. Even classes are different.

Everyone's probably okay with this change, but the kid in me is cowering in fear right now :V

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE HIGHLY DEPENDENT ON PEOPLE, YO

see imma tell you

i forgot for a moment
that even the ultimate assholes have feelings too

new in town

6 messages and 4 missed calls, and still going on

waaargh.
shit that damn telemarketer, fuck.

hahaha

Tinkered with the bass
Super fun, managed to churn out a nice little impromptu background support for Fang's cannonball cover. So glad I force fed myself a few chunks of theory. Don't feel as useless now. I'm actually starting to like supporting. We tried out the distorters too. Clean, Crunch (Fucking nice, this one), Metal and Insane. Holy shit orgasmic.

Figured out the magic behind the double bass thing too. It's... just two pedals for a single drum. |: But to be fair, trying to keep your feet going at the same tempo while flailing your arms about in a rhythmic fashion is pretty tough. I gave up after a while. Strings are more for me.

Touched his violin. D'awwwwww sounds like shit in your hands hahahahahaha