T.A.T.U

Shopping malls love playing ancient poppy songs.
Hehehe.

Enjoy some T.A.T.U.
*gestures at playlist*

Getting quite interested in the Lukeville Project.
Doubt it'll take off but no harm showing some support , I guess.
And. trying it out. The new battle system. :K

Mother, looking at me
Tell me, what do you see
Yes, I've lost my mind!

Daddy, looking at me
Will I ever be free
Have I crossed the line?

All the things she said, all the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head!

And. eh.

I wonder if it's really coincidence that I chose Noia as my long term nickname?

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Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant. They usually shift blame to other people and tend to carry long grudges.

Symptoms of Paranoid Personality Disorder:

• Unwillingness to forgive perceived insults
• Excessive sensitivity to setbacks
• Distrustfulness and excessive self-reliance
• Projection of blame onto others
• Consumed by anticipation of betrayal
• Combative and tenacious adherence to personal rights
• Relentlessly suspicious

Additional Information:

Paranoid personality disorder is difficult to treat, as paranoids are often extremely suspicious of medical professionals. A combination of medication and talk therapy can be effective at combating the more debilitating symptoms of this disorder.

IM GONNA STARE AT THIS CHUNK OF TEXT TILL I DIE

THHHRRRRIPLE

scene queens
hehe
i still remember zui suicide
so cute

how did she name herself zui suicide though
so weird

'hg

awww
i wish i can vent these pent up fumes on those drama queens in twit

i dont feel like trying anymore.

brain isnt working

need sleep
need sleep
need sleep
need to dream and take flight , deeeeeep into my safetly tucked utopia.


As you can see, even a roach can tell I haven't been putting a rat's ass's worth of effort this time round hohoho

art block had to strike now.
lack of artistic mood had to strike now.
ohwell.
such is life..

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UPDATE
OKAY, I REWATCHED THAT WARIO YOUTUBE THING.
BEST PART : I CAN MOVE THE FALLEN BLOCKS AND LETTERS. I CAN FREAKING MOVE THEM AND LINK THEM AND OH GOD


Alright, I'll let down my pride and admit this - I actually liked Twilight. It's not good, it's just half decent, really. I actually read through the four books just to watch out for Alice.

Hehe. Knew she would come back and save the day.
Bella should go away and mope at a corner. Mere defensive shielder. Pffft

Aliceeeee. Such a nice ring to the name. I like the way the name sounds on my tongue. My next babeh would be named after her, I swear.

Fallen in love with her choker.

It didn't help that I realized that her hairstyle is actually attainable with the way mine is cut. Pixie face, naw. I don't have a pixie face. But I'll try. To. Smile.

The only difference between a pixie cut and an emo cut is with the smiles on the owners' faces.


Alice Cullen by ~R-becca on deviantART

So pretty.

SO PRETTY.

Anyways. SInce I was feelind down, I gave myself a shopping trip.

The Mirror I saw a few months ago was still there. Last one on the shelf. I was liek : "HOMG IS THIS FATE?"

So I got it. I'll have to dangle it somewhere now.

Then I had a sudden craving for a choker. ( Should have saw that coming )
And used my senses to seek it out. Hehehe. Lovely. I really did find a whole load of them. And they were beautiful.

Of course, it's not the same ;_;
But I know there's only so far I can go before I becomed obsessed lul

But no, really, someday I'll really make my own Alice Cullen Choker. WITH the Cullen Emblem clearly showing on the pendant. AND THEN. I'll sell it on EBay for 50 bucks.

Last pic :

Emmett, Rosalie, Esme, Edward ,Carlisle, Alice and Jasper.

Rose and Carlisle just excudes AWESOME around them
lol i must be prejudiced against edward or something, he looks like an act cool ah beng in every shot I see.

And of course, the little pixie, Aliceeeeeee.

*cooes*

Twilight

Watched the movie. It was dumb.
Especially the glittery skin part. Can't help but turn my eyes away from the screen.

"This is the skin of a killer, Bella!"

Ooookay. Glitter skin and killer. Their moods doesn't even match lol.

Loved Alice to bits. So cute so cute so cute.
Nice name, nice personality, nice face, nice dressing style.

woooot

OKAY

Any grey-ish areas are essentially just black dots, spaced out. I darkened 'em so the greyish tones are gone, leaving only, well, those black dots.
Zoomed in to double check too. Even the sky is safe.
Whole pic's just black n' white now.

TO DO LIST
Mural
SDL Character
S*T Icon Contest
Vatie Soraliau

EDIT:
I ADDED A NEW SECION IN MAH BLOG

FUCKING MURALS

ARE DRAINING THE LIFE OUT OF ME

STEP BY STEP

STEP : UNO - CREATE SOMETHING NICE
STEP : TWO - GIVE UP

Dreamdiary - exerpts

had a crazy-ass dream.
I dreamt that I died.

There was no pain physically, but the sadness I felt in my heart was excruciating.
It felt almost real. Like I'm really lying on the ground and bleeding to death.

I felt loneliness.
How the people trying to help me had no familiar faces inside.

I felt ..hmm.. worry.
How would my loved ones survive without me? I made a promise to walk with caek till the end! ): no one will reply to my sis's email if i'm gone! I HAD A BRIGHT FUTURE!!!

I felt desperation.
I don't want to die, not here, not now.

Lol. To think that I was so welcoming towards death in the past. No, not anymore, man. I'm actually pretty scared.

The dream carried on. I actually went to another dimension, another place. But I won't talk about it here hahaha. It's too crazy.

I...

I have this urge to hold a sword. Any sword.
I have this urge to speed. On skates. Any kind.
I have this urge to draw. Manga. Like Comipa.
I have this urge to sing. Songs. Like a rock star.

I just want to do something...

Dance, maybe. o:

Went out to Bugis to shop. Found out that I'm now choosing clothes to HIDE my flaws, rather than to ACCENTUATE what I have. Because I've nothing to show now.

Realized that my dressing style actually reflected what I designed for Jubie (my character). Sunny sundresses, tights, a straw hat, coupled with platform wedges.

THAT'S ME RIGHT THERE, HONEH. I'M YOUR SUNSHINE. <3

Despite all my efforts to cover up, I'm still a woman at heart. Forgive me, but I'm a vainpot. Hahaa.

Mmm. Kinda satisfied with life right now. Nothing much to post about.

Have been forcing myself to act like a proper lady and take care of my hair. haha this dumb hairstyle srs needs a F_CKING SHITLOAD of care, in order to keep it straight and curved inwards.

rofl