Saturday, March 28, 2009

508

DAAAMMMMN
PATAPON IS GOOD SHIT

Friday, March 27, 2009

marrakech

Sounds mysterious, aint it.

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WHAT THIS IS ABOUT
The competition itself will have a new system equipped to it. <./suspense>
I'm planning to introduce the ladder system, most commonly seen in battle roleplays, into storytelling itself.

A main plot/ setting will be given, along with objectives, for the paired up contestants. Basically the two contestants will have to achieve the objective in their stories, using any method they want. The winner's entry will be added on to the main plot and be accepted as part of the story's history. The loser's entry .. will be forgotten.

With that settled, the winner will then climb up to challenge the other winners, slowly eliminating each other until there's only one writer left standing. Sitting. Lying down.

PROS AND CONS OF THIS SYSTEM
• Complete control of your story. No need to worry about sudden curve balls thrown in by another competitor. In here, YOU THROW YOUR OWN BALLS

• Anything can happen. A love story, deathmatches, crazy politics.. It's possible.

• Mary Sues and Gary Choos can't survive in here. Yes, I can see you cheering, Time.

• It's not a one-shot thing. You'll need stamina and patience to go through this.

WHY SHOULD I JOIN THIS?
You 'll ask.
This brings me onto the prizes section ::D:

Winner/s will have
• Boosted pride
• Inflated ego
• A completed story to call their own
• I can make mini animated trophies for you to display in your user profile *shrugs* If you trust my lousy skills, that is.

MISC... OR NOT.
With that said, I'll need judges too... 2 more..?
The forum-y layout isn't that compatible with my idea too.. I'll need additional brains to help sort it out and refine it.

Herc said she (and her Church) will endorse this thread. *Applause*

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I hope this takes off XD
YESSSS, NOI, YOU'RE LEADING THIS TIME ROUND
DON'T
SCREW
IT
UP

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It's finally over




IT'S FOR YOU
FEATURING OUR DAUGHTER
DON'T PLAY PLAY

505

Now I'm listening to Pushing me away.
*kicks With Me to one corner*

To be specific, I'm listening to P5ing Me A_Wy - Reanimation. Realized that their screaming hook over at the chorus is actually quite good O:

Quite ironic too, how this song seem to ....censored.... Quite an asshole, huh, me?

WHHHY I STAYYYYY
WHEN YOU JUST PUSHHHHHH AWAYYYY
NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEEEE
YOU'RE STILL SO BLIND TO MEEEEEEE

WWWWWHHHHHHYYYYYY~

Well. Taking part in S*T's art contest.
I'm determined to THRASH EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THOSE (not) CREEPS.
Drawing illustrations? I'LL CHURN OUT A PICASSO REPLICA FOR YOU
Making pixels? I'LL MAKE AN ANIMATED ONE FOR YOU

HAH. So there.
...So not there. Doing these won't cover up the bruises on my ego. No matter what I do, I'll still be below.

*kicks a random dog*

WHY I STAYYYYY
WHEN YOU JUST PUSHHH AWAYYY
NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEEE
YOU'RE STILL SO BLIND TO MEEEEE

Mmm. Got my photoshop back up.
During the period it was down, I kind of reinforced this concept that I've been playing around with. So I guess that's how my banner was born?
So I don't know if I would be painting in my own style anymore hahaha
This style seems so much...more expressive.

And, best of all, it has become a true blue painting/ illustration, not a ''colour in the lines'' work.

Cake said the meaning behind the banners was that the world is so polluted (in every sense? ) that gas masks are needed to just sniff a simple rose.

There's actually nothing behind it. LOLOLOL
I just wanted to draw an 'impossible' drawing. Reality fading into surreality. Squint a bit and you might actually catch the details and understand.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

whoooo.






Well.
Had a loooooooooong talk. About something else.

Realized that I'm being way too negative.
Maybe I did go too harsh on my rants.

I'm alright now, but I'll still leave that page of rage out.

I don't want to swallow all that negativity back in again.

Smile.

503

Now, I'm on to.. Hybrid Theory. Think With You is the best of the lot. That shrilly grungy industrial sounding riffs are amazing.

Just to clear things up - for myself, and for anyone affected, for that matter - yes, I'm very annoyed at the lack of tact. Sense of urgency. Responsibility. Dude, 5pm and 8.30pm.. yeah, it's three hours. It's a LOT OF DIFFERENCE. ( but of course. You know I'm not pissed at you YK. You know, friends and all that junk. Never. ) Who fuckin' cares if it's confirmed or not, just inform me!

It's like. You have a kid. And he's like... in ICU. You'll want to be updated of every single small update, right? You don't want the doctor to stall for days then pop out announcing his death. Something you're NOT PREPARED FOR.

And it's not that I'm being nosey or stuff. I have a right to know. Everyone has a right to know what's happening. BECAUSE WE'RE ALL INVOLVED IN IT, DAMMIT?

I took the initiative to at least notify you guys when Adrian mailed us. Yeah, it's nothing major, just an email, but it SHOWS that I still treat everyone else like a team member and want to update everyone on WHAT I KNOW.

Is taking out a phone and punching in some alphabets really that time consuming? Why, I thought everyone had free messages to spare?

I'm going to assume nothing has happened, no one has updated me at a REASONABLE timing, and am going to forget everything.

Glad I actually kept in contact with Adrian. If not I'll be totally oblivious to anything and everything.

This incident has pretty much killed off my desire to participate actively in the Mural Project. I'm sorry, but I'm not like the forgiving Antony, who can pretty much accept everything and take it his way. I'm not as noble at Clement.

I'm actually. majorly. pissed.

If Adrian doesn't email me and give me a timing for Friday, I'm pulling out. Screw it all, I don't NEED to worry my ASS OFF OVER SOMETHING THAT ISN'T EVEN CONNECTED TO ME.

On a lighter note.

My circus troupe is formed. The DreamMachine might get another chance to shine again. Blythe, Ressia Bell, The Twins (to be reconstructed). I just need one or two more members to flesh it out.

Pfffffffft.

*points middle finger at the world*

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

501

cut cut cut
CUT CUT

CUT

OFF EVERY SINGLE THREAD I'VE SPEND SO MUCH TIME ENTWINING

CUTTTTTTTTTTT

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lul

Photobucket

wont be drawing orange and white and black

'cus i suck at drawing boyzx

annnnnd.

um.

listening to minutes to midnight.

/wrists

oh and . photoshop died on me after i updated it. started requesting for the damn activation code or it wont let me enter >:
all my custom shits are teh gone

im sad

using OC 1.1 now. not bad. needs some time for me to get used to it. theres not as much space for mistakes as compared to photoshop

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

499

Fwhoooo

Suns are shining, bells a ringin'
Potato chips resting in ma tummeh'

Twang twang twang goes the electric violin
Lead on by a happy beat.

Luv luv deluxe.

huf huf

deluxe

Paranoia Agent

Finished watching all thirteen episodes of it. Wow.
I don't know if I should blame the character or not, everyone wants to escape from reality at one point or another.

Her's just happened to become real and swallow the entire city up hahaha.

I realized that Satoshi Kon's works have these little symbols and messages to them. All his works are very similar to each other, too. Coupled with the same electronica musician as the soundtrack producer.. it's almost like deja vu.

Mmm.

Well.

noi says:
well. I can't help much, unfortunately.
I'm that heartless child who threw her own family away... so... to be honest, I don't understand your pain at all. or rather, I dont know how it feels like, losing someone.

sorry. to both you and me. bah.
It's getting better. I'm speaking up, adding in my own thoughts, my own twist, my own strategy. Is this how real roleplaying should be? Storytelling...

Oh god I feel like kicking a wall now. Hard.

Cake tried cheering me up. I tried cheering myself up. But I just can't. What's left is just bitterness and anger. A deflated balloon, that's what I am right now. They say misfortune comes in threes.

It did.

I know that feeling. Losing something I love, something I can't do without. Only it's targetted at an intangible object, not a human being.

I know...

To ASH : My sketches are mostly in here now. http://surrealtwilight.com/viewtopic.php?f=97&t=10334

I'll still post them on my blog, if I find them good enough. :)

Monday, March 23, 2009

double post

watch paranoia agent, its good shit

Rain down on me

Felt so much better.
Okay, not really.

But knowing that 'the sucky feeling' is being felt by another individual is kind of comforting.

noi says:
hopefully.
you know I'll leave this place if I ever took a wrong step in there, so.. *shrugs*

that's what happened with my minu account, but i cant remember what was the 'mistake' i made..


/Twitlight friend/ says:
I can't either.


noi says:
eh, no wonder i can't hit the highest level for all of my game characters. I kept on restarting them when something goes wrong.


No wonder I'm giving up.
A small setback and do a lot of harm for me.
But when I set my mind to doing it, I will. I'll dedicate my heart and soul to it. VS members should understand. haha.

So, essentially, I'm like a mage.
High damage over a set period of time, but once I get hit, there goes my weak defense. I'm dead.

Time to restart this character. :(

Sunday, March 22, 2009

494




Kinetic Typography in its finest.
Clement would have loved it.

Too bad ToraDora got too soppy and depressing for us.

Like me.