Wednesday, May 18, 2011

hey

really glad to see he's being watched over
i failed to break through
i probably don't have the correct personality to handle his antics too
so yeah
feeling extra grateful towards that guardian angel of his!
i'm sorry i couldn't be that good a friend
haha

i've one too
been leading an extremely sheltered life
nice people taking care of me
to say that i dont feel bad, feel like some burden
is a complete lie

one day
i'll pay all of you back
in fishballs and candy
mark my words
O:<

i'm kinda scared of tipping the balance
so i've been keeping relatively quiet about things
i dont think i deserve to ask for any more out of my current situation lol
but a nagging feeling's been telling me
that im not the only person acting dumb
maybe
i've been the stupid, oblivious one from the very start
don't even need to act
hahaha

sometimes i wish i had someone to confide in
hopefully i'll earn myself a new one in time


hahaha