Saturday, May 23, 2009
Fucked up
oww
think my heart stopped beating for a few seconds; never knew it would hurt so much
It's like chipping away at a wall I've painstakingly built over the years, and I've just knocked a huge chunk off a moment ago. Watching it fall just like that... shit.
I should be crying my eyes out by now, but I can't
That's the worst part.
Feel like slipping out and curling up somewhere. Maybe I'll roll into a canal and die or something.
Maybe I'm being too ambitious, too selfish
I'm favouring my own future over everything else; just like how I favoured my own happiness over my parents.
Maybe I don't deserved to be loved at all. Be it my family, friends, or partner.
I don't deserve these privileges.
Maybe I should just leave.
think my heart stopped beating for a few seconds; never knew it would hurt so much
It's like chipping away at a wall I've painstakingly built over the years, and I've just knocked a huge chunk off a moment ago. Watching it fall just like that... shit.
I should be crying my eyes out by now, but I can't
That's the worst part.
Feel like slipping out and curling up somewhere. Maybe I'll roll into a canal and die or something.
Maybe I'm being too ambitious, too selfish
I'm favouring my own future over everything else; just like how I favoured my own happiness over my parents.
Maybe I don't deserved to be loved at all. Be it my family, friends, or partner.
I don't deserve these privileges.
Maybe I should just leave.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I feel like a hero, and you're my heroine
Dun dun dun
Thought I'll post up something post worthy. Since I've been tapping out two sentenced crap for quite some time already.
Uh so.
Life's pretty sad.
Screwed up the Maya test by sleeping through it, and now I'm like 4 hours late for Web D's assignment submission. Should have just chucked the entire file inside while I still could, instead of delaying it to the last minute. I finished 1 day early, damnit?
Overwhelmed with work ):
The workload is slightly lesser than Year 1, but the quality they demand.. /wrists
Am I'm still aiming to ace sem 1. Well screw you, Shan. Screw you.
What else. Oh.
PARENTAL ADVISORY LABELS ARE NOW FOUND ON KIDDIE STORIES.
What the hell?
Just because one kid thought he could fly, because the main character did so, it doesn't mean that the rest of the kids in the world will be as dumb as him, you know? It ruins the fun D:
How can anyone free up their creativity if these stupid labels keep on restricting their way?
Then again, this kid story-movie Ms Eva showed us was creepy as hell. 5 seconds into the story and the mother was already whining about sex positions. Woah man, woah. Then she had a hedgehog baby. ( Note: Everything is in visuals. That doubles the creepiness of it all ) The baby proceeds to grow up into a Hedgehog man, who - wait for it - strips off his quills every night, just to mingle with his animals in the farm.
Is this hinting at bestiality? Duuuuude.
I'm settling down on a tragic love story myself. Hehe. Under recommendation from Lee Anne plz. Surreal + Drama, I'll say.
Looking forward to making the dummy book for the final assignment!
Hmmm
What else.
Wanna ice skate during the June hols?
Thought I'll post up something post worthy. Since I've been tapping out two sentenced crap for quite some time already.
Uh so.
Life's pretty sad.
Screwed up the Maya test by sleeping through it, and now I'm like 4 hours late for Web D's assignment submission. Should have just chucked the entire file inside while I still could, instead of delaying it to the last minute. I finished 1 day early, damnit?
Overwhelmed with work ):
The workload is slightly lesser than Year 1, but the quality they demand.. /wrists
Am I'm still aiming to ace sem 1. Well screw you, Shan. Screw you.
What else. Oh.
PARENTAL ADVISORY LABELS ARE NOW FOUND ON KIDDIE STORIES.
What the hell?
Just because one kid thought he could fly, because the main character did so, it doesn't mean that the rest of the kids in the world will be as dumb as him, you know? It ruins the fun D:
How can anyone free up their creativity if these stupid labels keep on restricting their way?
Then again, this kid story-movie Ms Eva showed us was creepy as hell. 5 seconds into the story and the mother was already whining about sex positions. Woah man, woah. Then she had a hedgehog baby. ( Note: Everything is in visuals. That doubles the creepiness of it all ) The baby proceeds to grow up into a Hedgehog man, who - wait for it - strips off his quills every night, just to mingle with his animals in the farm.
Is this hinting at bestiality? Duuuuude.
I'm settling down on a tragic love story myself. Hehe. Under recommendation from Lee Anne plz. Surreal + Drama, I'll say.
Looking forward to making the dummy book for the final assignment!
Hmmm
What else.
Wanna ice skate during the June hols?
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