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muse of the day:

why am i living a life like an escaping criminal?
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taking forever to buy the stupid supplies, how can i ever paint the house like this T_T


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PROJ. C L A Y :D
yea, im making lil clay charms to SELL. painted, glazed over, hooked. [or maybe not] no, dont cringe. im very confident in crafting.
there will be absolutely NO handprints, no hair bits, no dust particles lodged in between the clay sculptures. :]
tho theres a huge chance ill be hawking them somewhere else with the help of paypal.. see the market here first. support me pl0x.

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tamagotchi theme song owns all.

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U P D A T E U P D A T E U P D A T E

mmmmm, happy birthday to a special special special person in my life! one day after pks, muahaha. heh, tho i only remembered abt it after someone talked about the event.. at least i put in all my effort and ALL MY COLOUR RANGE INSIDE LEHH X: tho i admit i didnt really blend much, heheheh.

i got a '' not bad.. '' tho........
bleh, all the time spent and only a not bad T_T but ah well, top art student , top art student.. standards must be high eh? >]i shall not give up that easily!
its in the genes, bwahahahahahahahahaha~
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was a blast, heh.
today's english lesson owns all, tho we ended up cheating and copying from the dicts. but who cares ~ i even snatched and begged answers from people i rarely speak to lol, how desperate i was to finish em all.. ah ha ha.

gunna go catcheth shum mooovies shoon. mr bean~ but if im lazy ill just wait for another year or two.. then ill watch the rerun on chnl5.

got a chance to show off my designing skills. if i blow this im dead. because its my own house LOL. i cant wreck this, only have one chance. gunna buy tins of paint soon, and give this white lil cube some life. haha, free package that comes with the renovation. im going to be making it very evanescence-like, remember the font used on their albums? yea, im gunna swirl and twirl my designs to make em look just like that. i did many many many practices alr, so much so that im quite confident of my standard. dont fail me, fingers! of course ill take some picts, no matter how it looks. stay tunedddddd~

seems that every song with the title ' evolution ' is not bad leh. almost all of them has the almosssst techno beats and heavy bass. and fast paced lyrics.

last thingy, my NEW SQUEEZE! :D check out this lil darling i got from the slot-in-$1-and-get-a-capsule-with-toys-inside-machine~ ITS A COIN PURSE! PINK!!!!! :D ehheheheheh.. this is heaven.

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FANART!

its full of shadings but the phone murdered em all again :D i swear it looks better x2 in real life O:

see how crazy i am abt her works lmao.

Blackbird [c] Shilin

I drew another pic, theme ' war- torn' but decided not to put it up here as it looks like &*@# with all the shadings and details lost. the main char in the pic is lili, inspired by a certain DA idol and THE comic.

tata

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my fault?
theirs?
school's?


BLAH. how i wish i can do CSCs.

T_T

mryip shouldnt have asked the question -.- it was like a goddamn horror movie went wrong. stuck at that frame forever.

how.. how.. how..

HOW THE HELL DID HE PINPOINT MY PROBLEMS OUT IN SUCH SHORT TIMING?!
!#$#%^%&^&&*&(

but no use asking anyone, i spent 3 whole years pondering and got no answers.. no answers.
im not worth to be worried about, much as i wanted to.. :/

i can do well on my own, really. im great at soloing.. superb, even. but you gimme grp work.. teams.. -___-

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immeltingimmeltingimmeltingimmelthingimmelting

even 10 baths per hr wont get rid of the warmness >_>

morn was: BLAH. agitated. highly agitated.
sch was: cool! comic! thx!
aft sch was: uhhhhn.

this post should be sufficient to cover up a week or two, hehehe.
tata,darlings

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Dont ask my why, but everything i drew turned out as crap after being shot down. i didnt bother with the correct techniques of colouring/ outlining/ drawing. rushed work, you might say.
1hr used for drawing.
1hr used for colouring. roughly.

feat. A.R.J.R. in chibi form. hehehe. welcometh to meh new wurldeth. and btw, see the lil boy on the btm left? its a male zomg. i finally drew a male..chibi T_T sian. but its okay, since i have to draw my lil char as a full grown man soon! he is teh olddddddd.

its the last sneakpeek im giving. gunna shutup abt everything soon. aint gunna spill anything out anymore.

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today at gran's..

me: -drawing at corner of room-
cousins + sis: -making a hella ruckus, got into trouble every 5 mins-

after getting scolded -again-

jy: ah shan, whatcha doing?
me: drawing..
jy: comic?
me: HOW YA KNOW?!
jy: hehehe. not bad leh, draw so fast sia...
me: no la, quite pathetic in my age range le..
jy: ohhhhh...I LIKE HER HER HER!! -pokes paper- WHATS HER NAME NAME NAME O: -shes pri5, far more mature than anyone ive seen, even me T_T-
me: :D my fav too! shes A***** [im not gunna tell you readers :D]
xuan+ jy.2+ hs: what jie jie doing what jie jie doing what jie jie doing O:

10mins later

aunties: eh how come so quiet O_O -peeps at us-
me+ xuan+jy+jy.2+hs: -drawing-
aunties: zomgwtfbbq?!

hahaha.. i never forgot that moment.. 4th aunt even approached me to coach jy lmao. i spent the rest of the day doodling with jy, colouring and teaching the anatomy of a hand! :D basically i just drew a hand and anyhow mumbled some chim sentences. i know mine is not 100% correct, so didnt dare to teach her everything. x:

hmmm, guess thats it. told jy that she can be a font designer, while ill be a graphics designer. then we can work tgt :DDDDDDDD

hahaha..easier said than done.