Saturday, January 01, 2011

HTT



shit
the last few eps were serious tear jerkers

but i wont beg anyone to stay this time round, no sirrrre
there's only a simple line separating 'bonds' and 'burdens'

though
i do hope that
we'll leave on a clean slate

May past issues be resolved, may current friendships be blessed
May all of us be allowed to move on with life again

Friday, December 31, 2010

apple and cinnamon



editedit:
seanana gave me a surprise xmas present... :D
I can now play with him and tatiana now
fuckyeah minecraft


I TAKE ALL THE PAIN AND THE JOY
THROW THEM INTO A PAINTING
AND FILE THEM AWAY
DOO DOO DOO


OPEN MY ARMS AND ALLOW MORE MEMORIES TO ALTER THIS PICTURE



:')

The End

So I finished reading everything. All 136 chapters. Over the span of 5 long years. I won't lie, a few chapters had me sniffling away, hahaha

So many situations I can relate to
And so common, I realized those situations were.

In the story, she cried too
But she still gave in for the bigger picture.

I remember doing the exact same thing in life too. Crying, giving in, moving on. Was that the right thing to do? I don't know. I don't think anyone knows. But it sure does feel good knowing that I'm not the only one dealing with this.

The end of the story is almost like taking a peek at the potential end of my life. It'll all end well. Peace will find you in the end.

Everyone separated after graduation, each leaving for their own life and goals, no longer bound together. Again, it hit a nerve lol. But I read on, saw how each of them coped with the initial loneliness, how they still managed to smile

And it's like me hitting enlightenment suddenly lol. Loneliness is something you can't escape from. It'll come into your life every once in a while. Accept it, work with it. Know that there /are/ people who love you, and it's them you should stay upbeat for. Stay alive just so you can see them again.

After all, without separation, you can never have a banquet again... :>

I don't feel like I'm the worst asshole in the world anymore. All these selfish thoughts, all the negativity, it's all natural. You can't expect everyone to be born a saint. Accept it. Know it's these qualities that made you, you. Let's accept each other for who we are and grow together, hahaha

Reading all the fan comments after the end... holy cow guys inorite me too me too

hahahaha

I'm not that different from the rest, after all :D
I never was.

(I think this just further solidified my goal to be a storyteller lol.)

Thursday, December 30, 2010

rise from the ashes




up on melancholy
hill

are you here with me

evolution

And I got accepted.
As an official tournament contestant.

To be honest
I'm deathly afraid of it all
Winning, losing, COMMUNICATING.

I'm on my own with this road too. No one else's planning to head into comics and concepts. No one to share my joy with. I don't think anyone even understand that the shit an 'oct tournament' is about lol.

But that's not going to deter me from eventually bumping virtual heads with you...
Tournament by tournament
Gonna climb up till I get the right to do battle with you guys 3:

If FengZhu could achieve his dream to meet George Lucas
I don't see why I can't achieve this 4 year old dream to meet you guys too ;@

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

MorningLatte

http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g162/pencilspam/morninglattefinal.jpg

edit edit : ugghhh i think ill just end it here
its already way too big for e portfolio template

edit edit edit: i still went ahead and filled in the rest of it anyway -____-
Since when did you become such a stickler for quality, shan
that nine hours isnt gonna come back
you could have went to your damn library today

though
i do feel a sense of pride in my baby. is that what happens when you literally put in your best for everything in the picture lol.

watched a youtube video of a particular famous lady. really liked seeing her human, non professional side. sincere personality. very warm.
touched by the extent she'll go for her boyfriend. inspiring. sounds like some fairy tale love lol. she deserves it though. lady went through so much work and pain to get her happiness.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Even on a cloudy day

Hey

No use sitting here and feeling wistful
Everyone has an equal chance.

How many years have you stepped in, only to jump right out in fear again.

Yes, yes you know what your new year resolution will be.
and you will work to it.

To be able to work on the same level as the modern comic artists.
In a year.

GO GO GO JOIN ALL THE DAMN TOURNAMENTS JOIN ALL THE FEATURES

Monday, December 27, 2010

Minus




MY GOD am I tired or what
Head hurts like a bitch

Fuckin thing isnt even half done yet AHHHHH
AHHHH
ahhhhhh.