didnt do much, stoned. and walked in the rain all the way back home. shuang dao~
PE was crap. walked all the way around the stupid sports hall. bahh. quite boring tday,lucky lessons are short.
tmr got skit performance, but haben set venue, nothing. wtf?! sian 1/2. -.-
Still deciding to buy mascara or cash items, or maybe ill just save up the whole 60bucks, since the salsa,hiphop all cnt meet my schedule. ill wait till next ..um.. new.. lessons.. come out then. crap. i die die also wan learn. dun ask me why~
i wan cut hair..either THE fringe, or THE classic. im more comfortable with THE classic, cuz.. if i cut THE fringe i need to darken parts of my face to soften my jawline. mafan. im going with THE classic. :)
I feel very out of place.. >< .. im a gamer, but not a gamer. im an antisocial , but not an anitisocial. im nothing lol!
still waiting for this year to end. :) then i can kill off all thoughts .. cuz. ah. unless..
Friday, September 15, 2006
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
wahahah.
i was like totally freaked out today ._. but,phew. heaven was on my side. not gunna elaborate.
uhm. im holding my birthday party at the usual place -wink- but.. i might invite ..my other friends wor. but nah. we three..same old get together feeling :) better right. hes drifting away from us..a lot are. for we are gamers, my good friend. for we have no common interests with them. we have no choice but to stick anti social labels on our head :/ im not stereotyping us, the rest of the world are.
im going to change my NRIC..add in a eng name :) swear in then can liao, i hope im old enough to add name.
met bev outside sch back gates,lawl. talked abit. sad sad :X my friends all not this school one. why am i so young?! i missed them by years :/ abit lonely actually.. go solo.. even if got friends beside me in sch im always the one with nothing to say. hah. so stone lor. show ppl the guai side of me. walau. not that i dun wan la, i can go wild if i want to. im a rebellious person inside actually. people just dunno it. i know. its hard to imagine..
checked out bev de contacts. walau!! shi cheap de lor! damn. must beg mum again to buy -.-
she said that i shd get one of my outside friend as a bf. hmm. i should think about it. no gossip in sch wor..freedom! and and and, we can have space between each other.. wont meet any bad situations that much.. and plus. the guy is older. hoho. but i dont think i will. i think..i 16 yrs old then ..restart the effort ba. 3mths more. 3mths more to being officially 16.
i thought abit.. xiuhui was not feeling well in class, yet she still smile and smile at me la.. i thought nth was wrong so i go cs..wa lau..what kind of friend am i ._. abit guilty lawl. didnt know anything.
uhm. im holding my birthday party at the usual place -wink- but.. i might invite ..my other friends wor. but nah. we three..same old get together feeling :) better right. hes drifting away from us..a lot are. for we are gamers, my good friend. for we have no common interests with them. we have no choice but to stick anti social labels on our head :/ im not stereotyping us, the rest of the world are.
im going to change my NRIC..add in a eng name :) swear in then can liao, i hope im old enough to add name.
met bev outside sch back gates,lawl. talked abit. sad sad :X my friends all not this school one. why am i so young?! i missed them by years :/ abit lonely actually.. go solo.. even if got friends beside me in sch im always the one with nothing to say. hah. so stone lor. show ppl the guai side of me. walau. not that i dun wan la, i can go wild if i want to. im a rebellious person inside actually. people just dunno it. i know. its hard to imagine..
checked out bev de contacts. walau!! shi cheap de lor! damn. must beg mum again to buy -.-
she said that i shd get one of my outside friend as a bf. hmm. i should think about it. no gossip in sch wor..freedom! and and and, we can have space between each other.. wont meet any bad situations that much.. and plus. the guy is older. hoho. but i dont think i will. i think..i 16 yrs old then ..restart the effort ba. 3mths more. 3mths more to being officially 16.
i thought abit.. xiuhui was not feeling well in class, yet she still smile and smile at me la.. i thought nth was wrong so i go cs..wa lau..what kind of friend am i ._. abit guilty lawl. didnt know anything.
Monday, September 11, 2006
pink.
today was boring. didnt do much. did the usual clumsy stuff -bang into ppl- -drop ezlink- -mistake eng period for end of sch- whatever.
recess was pathetic as usual, nothing to talk about. but that electric shockin vibrating thingy was nice tho, really shocked me. i think i screamed my head off at that time, still rem norman de sick smirk.
class.. i chionged hmwk, then i tried draggin ppl to learn dance, i think -and hope- it worked. bah, im sick of always dreaming. since they asked ,why not learn >) not gunna let this opportunity just fly past me.
bought mashed potatoooo! first time eating it again in months.
going for solo shopping and secret learning crap soon, hehheh. someday ill make it big, i tell ya.
recess was pathetic as usual, nothing to talk about. but that electric shockin vibrating thingy was nice tho, really shocked me. i think i screamed my head off at that time, still rem norman de sick smirk.
class.. i chionged hmwk, then i tried draggin ppl to learn dance, i think -and hope- it worked. bah, im sick of always dreaming. since they asked ,why not learn >) not gunna let this opportunity just fly past me.
bought mashed potatoooo! first time eating it again in months.
going for solo shopping and secret learning crap soon, hehheh. someday ill make it big, i tell ya.
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