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bad day, bad day.
Critique session really sucked.

Reminds me of Alan's words. Pioneer student of DMD, and he ended up being my colleague. Meaning that he switched from art to IT. 29 years old. wasted.

Now I understand what he was saying.
Very sad ah..

I feel like giving up on animation. I really, really don't have the damn patience to do it ah. Bloody hell, tell me to sit down and re draw the same picture with minor, yet accurate edits for 1049235893532 times.. that's just torture!

Maybe I'll go to games. Maybe not. I just want to be an illustrator, just an illustrator ;___;

Very bad mood. Very very bad.
It took all of my concentration just to stop myself from snapping at everyone who talked to me.
IC's locker got locked out, and my animation paper was stuck inside. Double blow!

Lucky Ant came by and helped me out. Or else I'll really explode sia. ):<

After that, I went off early~
Had lunch with Clement and Angeline. The three of us talked abit.
I feel like I'm sliding down. Don't deserve to hang out with everyone ;_; Why are my grades so lousy?

At least Angeline gave me a few tips.

hehehe.

Daydreamed a lot today. I dreamt that Josh really came down to visit and teach me how to play Dota LOL.

Summary of this topicless post: Shan needs a hug~

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Dry ice!
Old pic, but I've always wanted to document this moment. The people in twitlight are always, well, taking twitish photos, so I couldn't put mine up. ):

So yes. We had a little competition between ourselves. Each of us reached into the bucket and grabbed the huge cube of dry ice, and tried to hold it as long as possible. All of us ended up getting frostbitten lol. Damn pain.

But I like :D

So fun!

Linked Ashley! She look so much more cute and youthful with this new hairdo.. tsk tsk. can't believe you're older than me by so much. Must go to the same salon someday. Hah. I'm a copycat, sue me. x:

Mmm. My china doll bangs disappear already oh. Went back to my generic fringe style thingy. It's hard to find a hairstyle to suit my face, with my wide jaws killing the usual ''oh my god I'm a damsel in distress'' look. Chinese girls look nicer when they have this fragile looking face.

Or thats what I think lah rofl.

I restarted my make up ritual le. Everyday must go to school with powder and liner! Sooner or later I'll start laying on mascara already lol. kidding. My powder is bought at Vivo's Daiso. Best one I've seen so far. It's glittery, but not too glittery... lol wtf am I saying sia.

Started getting more active le. Walk and run around.
Planning to hit the gym with G soon, too.
He seriously need to get his health back up. Or else how to have babies HUH.
I need to slim down, too.

Magazine said females in a very long relationship tend to ''anyhow'' their appearance, because they think that they are already ''steady'' le. No need attract more guys, as they have one already. True.
But if they get too lazy, their own boyfriends/ husbands might just lose interest in them!

Even G was like..
"Eh darling. You really need to shape up your butt and thighs lah."

I replied:
"Screw you, asshole! Who's the one with the huge belly paunch one HUH? "

But I know he's serious ;_; I don't want to look like an auntie so fast wtf~
Must go gym gym~

School was fun. I skipped lecture. SHHHH.

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Today was made up of bs sia. |:
Went to school, took a train to AMK hub, took a train back, went up to block M, then photocopy shop, then block L, then block M, THEN photocopy shop AGAIN, then block L, then I went home.

best part: G called me to say that he'll pick me up, but I forgot and took the long journey back home myself.

AMK hub was fun.
The counter people were really damn friendly with each other. One guy said he sawed off his wisdom tooth, and it broke into 18 pieces into his mouth. So the other guy said, "How you know one? You use your tongue count while the dental surgery is going on ah? Like.. ah! I feel one chip.. AH! ANOTHER PIECE IS HERE! "

Guy no 3. : "Eh guys, is my gum bleeding?"
Guy no 1 and no 2. " If you can taste blood then its bleeding lah, if not.. its not bleeding lah .DUH. Show us for what sia. w'piang eh."

Lol. Me and one other man was laughing away with them. Jokers sia they all. It made me realize how fun my asset auditing job was :D
Maybe being a nobody isn't that bad. As long as I have my friends. Speaking of friends..

Guys! I revive my blog le!!! :D

After that, I called Adabelle and went back to school, in an attempt to finish up my animation bullshits. (Nothing came out of that session, though. I only managed to draw seaweed on the line. )

While walking to Blk M, I bumped into Danny..
Sian lor. I was taller than him in Sec 4, but now he's like.. towering...

didn't recognize him at first. He called out to me then I notice. That asshole-ish smirk still haven't changed, hahaha. Same goes for my 'Yo' replies. I guess Danny is still danny, regardless of his height. Shan is still shan, regardless of her weight.

Went up to M and spotted Nigel.
Surrounded by friends sia, that guy. Tsk. Jealous.

Went into animation room, and got into a mini moodswing. I see the seaweed I sian already lol. Spent most of the time zoning away and listening to Xian, evone and CH's conversation. Sigh. I wish I can find someone in the same situation as me sia. I need some advice too ._.'

But it's expected lah. Who would be thinking of marriage at a mere 17 yrs old, you tell me.

But still. I dunno leh. Given my personality.
I shouldn't be settling down so fast.
My heart is still very wild ah, to say the truth.

With that said, I get the feeling that E is avoiding me..
Which is good.
But the guilt..

Hem. So I went back home and slept. Looking forward to my Mac apple pie. It should be coming at 11pm plus. 2 hours away. hehehe.

Read Shiwei's blog, AND RECOILED IN HORROR
wtf. I seriously look like shit on photos, man.
My GOD.

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Gosh, I'm starting to miss Josh |:
Pun intended.

rofl. Haven't talked for weeks/ months ah. Come visit NYP soon, you SP loser.

Ms Gail gave a long talk today.
Scared the shit out of me. If working life in the industry is really as taxing and stressful as the World Skills programme, I think I'll just quit and be an asset auditor or something. Back to my part time job. Back to being a nobody. rofl.

Speaking of the future, my birthday is coming soon :D
One month further.
What should I do? Should I organize a mini nano party for me and G? Should I just forget it and carry on as per normal?
G's definitely hosting some mega party. 21 years old, afterall. Still as childish as ever, though. 27 of Dec. Falls on the same day as ykyk's birthday. I still can't get over the shock, lol. Oh well. Have to wash up and start preparing. Get rid of all my facial flaws and be a pretty little vase for the party. :D

His friends are total weirdos.
Can't say much, since mine are the same, too. PSP RANGERS UNITE!



Looking forward to it. Met Nicol yesterday, too. His army buddy.
I was totally unprepared for the meeting lol. He just popped up in the car.
It was the first time meeting him, so when he introduced himself, I thought :
"...Nicole?!"

Awkwardddd.

He's a fun guy, though. Unlike my little sack of lard over here. Tsk.

The class hosted a birthday party for Jim. Sad stuff. Poor guy almost got his nuts smashed in. Cake was nice, though. Cookies and cream. I want a vanilla flavoured cake for my birthday! (Looking at you, G)

THE Anime Convention is coming soon. The major one where all the professionals are attending. the one where May'n, the singer for Macross Frontier, will be performing in. The one where all my otaku fetishes will be met rofl.

I might be going as Haruhi. If I have the time lah. Show you guys an old photo.



Yeah my skirt is unzipped, that's why I've to clutch it. Or else it will just drop lol. I took this in the dressing room lol. Anyways, yeah. Squash and stretch. Can you see it?!
Stupid sample's zip jammed. So yeah. Sorry Josh, it isn't my figure afterall. It's just the loose uniform playing tricks on your eyes. >:
I'm still missing a headband, her ribbon, the armband, and brown contacts plus hairspray.
IF ANYONE SAW IT ANYWHERE, TELL ME NAO
I'M DESPERATE.

note: Hmm. I have shaky hands. Can't seem to take focused photos.

ANYWAYS.



Asuka and Rei, from Eva. One picture from my collection of 140 cosplay pics lol. Enjoi.