Friday, June 16, 2006

jadED-

ah. im losing meh inspirations. i only realised now.. to really focus on drawing.. i really oughta drop maple. -_-' i cant seem to find my style again, i lost it. gosh. lol. its not really known by a lotta people.. but i really feel like crap when i cant do my best. in this.
id prefer backstabbings and betrayals instead.
LOL. whered my style go.. think i pressured myself too hard le. ._. like what mum said. if you focused on studies like what you do to your art.. ya gunna be the brightest kid in the whole galaxy. something like that. -__-''
aiz. what to expect? im only prouda this pair of hands.. of course i want it to shine. to .. talk. my uncles and aunts and mum could do it.. cm'on shan.. make em proud of something at least..
HUAT AHH!
hahs.
uhm. crapped so much. but THIS is my life =x wadaya expect?
=D

Manga freako. x)) lol . suddenly the word antisocial popped into my head. -_- z.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

bo0.

Hah. Changed to a BIGGER blog. Cant stand small spaces riaos. uhm. My skin..bo bian la..no scanner. Pause for now.. haiz. I like the attitude of this skin a lot =x Plus hes one of my fav. skinners xD

Played Maple, entered the KStyle guild. I admit, the guild simply ROCKS. xD hah.
Drew, stared at hmwk with dread, crap. Listened to mcr again and again.. wow. LOL.
I played till 2am yesterday..now look so haggard ard. sian.

miss school. miss getting bullied[?]. Okay. Im joking. I aint missing that. miss friends. BUT IM NOT MISSING MS KAUR'S FACE WHEN I COME BACK. -_- Shan ahh.

DO YOUR HMWK CAN OR NOT?!!

Did my little wishes,as usual. Whats with me.Simply put, im lonely without you.and things are not looking better. we're related by blood,blood! Why is money involved? Are you that heartless?

Monday, June 12, 2006

fg

zomg ive fallen in love with cascada! im itching to buy that cd.. BUT I HAVE NO MONEY!

I feel like changing my skin to an anti guys skin.. haha.. my 'firewall' against the Dasao thingy. [ its a mini gossip trojan horse] LOL. All hail shan, computer genius and geek. coughh. bleh. xD

i cant go to the bbq..bad timing nia.

Me and qi became war victims. her mum and my mum+aunts+gran..AIyah. everyone else lah. her mum did something..that broke all promises we have with each other.10 yr plus of jie mei status.. qi, i really miss your jabbering and company le..all those girl talks.. Its not even your fault. why must you carry the consequences of the stuff your mum did? i still havent gave you your birthday present.. theres loads i want to tell you. loads. please come back..?