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FUCK today la.
Seriously.
Went for the damned diving shit. -__-' wa lau.. 4 hr and i still cannot even touch the freaking CHALKY water in the 2.5 x 2.5 x 2.5 FISH TANK.
with no fish.
Pks, jiahui, me, the netball person, and a few unlucky ones.
We were literally fcking the place upside down.
Damn.

But on the way back arh, was quite.. lmao. Jh and me tok tok private stuffs.
Sad. Triggered my deep thinking mode. Should I continue waiting, or move on with my life? 8 more months. to sec 4. luan.

I'm very sorry, really. But is it too late? Wa lau. If only i had a chance to explain myself, ill not waste the chance. Really.
If only..

Yes. I get jealous. Easily. =/ . I just dont show it. keke. cannot help it. but at least i dont throw tantrums about it.

freaked out all the way when going home.. scare this scare that. screamed and screamed. >] hey , it was SO DARK. then plua the empty lift with the lights still on.. imagine a figure just popped out .. wtf T__T

Want hug.

Feeling very sick now. Coughing like shit.
Very sad.

I thought i was the most kelian person on earth at some point of my life actually lol, but now then i know ard, i aint alone.

Sec two was the worst period of my 15 yr life.
Im not gunna let history repeat itself.

Promise.

For Once.

Loadsa stuff happened to me this week..

I remember ard, last week, yes. I was waiting to cross the road, as usual. Then this guy just yelled at me, " Rules are meant to be broken!" then grinning like a mad ass and dashing cross the road.

I jay walked too. >__> Nothing special..but.. I like his attitude. >] A lot. I dont think i can forget him for quite some time.

Felt like shit today. Found my maths textbook in my favourite bubble tea shop. DAM. no wonder i cant find it. >] Uncle ah, xie xie ni.

Kekeke, bought prata and munched on it for recess. Wahh.. classmates go pon class to give us such great service, gan ji bu jing! Keke. Imagine the smile on prata uncle's face.
Yesterday also kena freak prank smsing. O__o Whoever you are, told cha. Dont trust me. I blab. =)) Only managed to keep a handful of secrets safe. Important ones. =) Dunno wtf your motive la, felt stupid for even replying to the sms. >__>
I guess.. its my nature to reply.

=)

Hmm.. lol yea i changed quite a bit. and i like it. =D I dont feel lonely anymore >] But my spare time also decreased for quite a bit. gahh.

CS today crapped like shit.. FUN SIA.. >D LMAO. One whole table of us.. go crap all the way.. never listen to mr tan keke... beverly,siewhui,me,pks,mint,sab. Yea. Since when did i start talking to them? Since i changed, i guess.

So it WAS just a freak misunderstanding.[?] -shrugg-

Feel so ..normal. keke. but at the same time wondered how i changed into a sadist in sec2. No, i do know.. i was just escaping. =// keke.. haiyah, made up loadsa lies to cover up the reason. Even the person i want to thank.. i cannot reveal. keke. LIAR shan. Sorry for lying tho.

Nowadays keep getting recurring dreams.. dreamt of.. lmao.. dreamt of yi. roflll.. but.. lolwtfhowcanidreamofsuchdreams?!
I didnt talk to him much.. only met a few times every year. Only on those cny, birthdays, and crapp.
So how did i dream of my dear cuzzie?!
keke. both of them too. but yi more.
Lmao.
Wonder. how is his life getting on? But i dont really care actually. Hes more towards his dad's side. We rarely meet.

Kekeke.. but thinking of the whole dream.. i guess.. maybe i was too eager to get back at the person .. so eager.. i can.. make use of anyone i see and think about.

..Sorry yi and qi. For.. dreaming of you guys. LMAO.

Did some maple visiting.. tracked my friends. Suck. Sick. ----. Jealous.. very.