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im wincing now lah.

either way.. yay i mastered the art of stealing shots omg. thanks to someone's random chatter i finally found the trick to popping surprise attacks~

Listening to a nice soundtrack.. RO's Christmas in the 13th month aka Nifhelm cemeteries 's bg music! sounds so grand and mysterious lah, i really regret stopping my violin lessons. Piano and violin combinations never fails to entice me.. the memories!

So nice so nice so nice.
Its sad i know nothing about the arts. i can only be who i want to be in my dreams :/

quote

Even killing is considered as an art. It is referred to as sacrifices

so i guess me killing mosquitoes is an artistic act too :/

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Me *left* and jh *right* cam whoring in toilet


2nd photo yay. rest of 5 photos wont upload le lazy again :/

hmmmmmmm
im feeling three odd feelings today!
one: glad that i actually managed to turn this family for the better
two: miffed that i screwed up at making them even angrier at meh
three: lost. because of new unexpected stuffies that messed up my plans

all three emotions slamming into me = blasting techno into my headphones while spamming on this blog.

conversation sounds so forced. he is obviously trying to make amends, to which i tried my best to cooperate. she is obviously not trying to save the situ, to which im happy about at it is still enough to focus myself on my goals.

either way, sad. :/

i wish i can just grab certain people and plop everyone into my place. then you will know how depressing it is. then you will know what a big difference it can make to just shut up and keep your comments to yourself. quit probing.

i wish i can leave. i still wish i can leave.

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MY DAY TODAY DAY DAY DAY DAY DAY DAYTeh FnN foodies. Original recipe - Plain flour. Variation 1 - Cornflour. Variation 3 - Rice flour
IMAGINE RICE FLOUR PANCAKES OMG.
cornflour tastes like talcum powder eaten whole.
Rice flour concoction is teh ghey lah. i put it in the pan, waited for 5 secs, flipped, AND SAW CHARRING. What is this, 5 SECS ONLY WTF
Control food product is the prettiest, neatest, nicest, blandest, wtfo0xo0rs, BEST culinary feat ive ever done.

Xiuhui saved my sorry ass today! Mucho thanks or i might have phailed this exam.
Caught her finally :/

guys that marry her will be blessed for life. shes the best cook on earth i SWEAR
LOL SHAN. randy stuck it on my arm, i added the shans D:
Randy's BUN. LOLS. really. imagine cha siew buns. look that those. omgggg yummy.
but nah, im surprised that he can actually make something under such short timing. Pro.

Jinghuiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii suck :D

Thats all, rest of the 10+ photos i lazy upload. why, you wonder, isnt me included in the photos?

becauseeeeee, other people take my photos, not me!

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post number 300!

listening to ragnarok online bgm soundtracks.. super nice! track 69 for instance, psychs you up to train one LOL.. then there are epic sounding ones too.. jazz.. rock.. metal.. dreamy.. there are 110 tracks OMG. i think im going to use these to replace the fugly maple bgm music. they are better than audition songs lah! woooooo RO FTW!!! its the only game that i reached max level in WAHAHAHA

and i think i saw my primary school friend today. Howard. lol i was staring at him, open mouthed. he was staring back, pedaling on his bike on the same time. lol class Pri 6D must have changed a lot..

taking class photos tomorrow >< just when i got bad skin, this happens.

and OY EVERYONE, 2007 IS OUR LAST YEAR IN CCHY ALR LEHHH.. WEARING QIPAOS FOR A DAY WONT KILL LALALALALALALALA :/ Racial harmony day.. i never took part in it.. MAYBE i might if i ever get my hands on a qipao~ so come join me in being shameless pl0x

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•SHAN-nie• RAHHHHHH says:
LOL stack spermicide and sensation ones together
•SHAN-nie• RAHHHHHH says:
AHAHAHAH
•SHAN-nie• RAHHHHHH says:
i wont WONT WONT talk to people who cant lie for nuts

LOL. anyways. Only one person got the paperbag question correct WTF >_> onwards to my emo topic! it will be summed up in just a simple quote from a chat with someone..

•SHAN-nie• RAHHHHHH says:
to say the truth
•SHAN-nie• RAHHHHHH says:
i can walk out of the house without batting an eyelid
•SHAN-nie• RAHHHHHH says:
ill just worry about money
•SHAN-nie• RAHHHHHH says:
im that numb >_>

tadaa. speed blogging.

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MCQ :

How do i dispose of a paper bag?

[1] Eat it
[2] Shred it
[3] Fold it
[4] Crumple it
[5] Dont give a damn about it

Guess the correct answer and just .. feel the joy?

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finally found the 4 in the morning song :/ gwen stefani owns all tooo

and ironically i woke at 4 in the morning! 4.40, to be precise. lol i still remembered what flashed through my mind as i jolted awake..

" oh SHIT. Please tell me its still night! "

argh. so many stuff that i didnt do lah. and waking up so early at 4 kinda canceled the effects sleeping early can bring. feel so depressed and tired omg. why the heck did i wake at such lousy timing @#%$@&
and its time i start keeping a REAL diary too.. so many stuff i want to tap out here but it will be considered unwise, be it commercially or personally :/ ill use general terms for today!

did i just sense weakness coming from her? did she just let me slide without putting up a fight? if so, why?!
not that im not pleased or anything, but like i said to joo all, i would rather they show some strong emotion towards me instead of acting unpredictably with unreadable expressions >_> at least i know how to react towards them.

now whenever i feel like breaking rules.. my determination and enthusiasm will just.. falter.

but..does this mean that ive succeeded? life is full of grey areas T__T who will ever have the correct answer for me?