Saturday, December 18, 2010

stuck on you

a random find
an impulsive decision

and I found myself facing my past mistakes in the face again 3:

further solidifies the concept that one day
all of us
we'll cross paths again :v

because everything runs in a big, big circle, yo

Friday, December 17, 2010

darker than a moonless night, as bitter as hell itself

... that is coffee.

Shit, I blame you for getting me hyped up all over that addictive beverage lol. Godot!!

Figured out the tabs for both the sax and piano solo. MEANING FUCK YEAH I CAN PLAY THE ENTIRE SONG'S MELODY NOW

The sax part was easy, a rough internet search came up with lots of results. But the piano part was.. holy fuck, man. I had to youtube videos and transcribe on my own, figure out my own fingerings. Time pew-pewed by me lol, so much for doing homework.

This song is like one of my all time favourites lol. Apparently it's nice enough to make me touch guitar and practice again. Things are so much more fun when you're playing songs you like :)

Downloaded the jazz, classical and another separate classical rendering of all the Phoenix Wright series OSTs.

I AM IN LOVE.

Aside from that... I went through a pretty major change too. Took all of my theory work and threw it out the window. I guess... when it sounds nice, it sounds nice. Ears are built in my body for a reason. I don't need to chain my creativity to a bunch of letters and rules...

Sorry, raaaaynar.
I guess I'll be learning things my way from now on.

On a separate note; SEANANA'S MINECRAFT ACCOUNT, FUCK YEAH
Haha. One day. I'll see you in Surreal again.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

intertwined

After almost 6 months
My journey through this fictional wonderland has ended. 2:33pm, 16 Dec 2010.

Leaving me with a satisfying closure, albeit a little sad.

Lots of respect
You guys aren't just artists
You guys are practically... creators, man.

Reminded me of my purpose as an artist... I... want to, someday, be the one squeezing tears out of my audience too :I I want to inspire too.

But
for that to happen, I must be an inspiration myself first...
Walk out, look at the world, experience
Fly freeee

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?


My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

The fragrance of dark coffee

Speed isn't everything, nor is technicality
Is this why I'm finding myself getting more and more intrigued by slow songs?
Minimal, yet equally... expressive. Flood of emotions within a simple track.

Or maybe
Like what Siraj said
I'm growing old

hahahaha

Slow down, crank out some jazz tracks, and enjoy life for what it should be, over a cup of warm white coffee...
Don't dwell on the past and future; just enjoy the present.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

slipping down the wet side

the sun should have been with me
as i was set to fall in
to fall in
to fall in

Monday, December 13, 2010

Sunday, December 12, 2010

the only exception





I broke my own heart, yesssss
and the only way to mend it
is to learn how to believe again

hoooly

it's not over

course I want to be taken of :I

haven't been talking to sean for days, due to some MSN server fault in the west.
could only bitch to each other through short facebook messages. fuck long distance restrictions, man.

we've been rocking this joshua+me kind of bond for a long while now... and I'm kind of happy it turned out that way :O

It's perfectly awesome being friends, because the urge to change each other is gone. No more stress. We could be all childish and annoying again, hell yeaaaah

...with that said.
SHIT
DUMB MSN
WORK, DAMN IT.

DON'T FORCE ME TO RETURN TO S*T