cowbell

graduation show
no reason to go lol.
but I'm scared it'll become a regret of mine one day haha.

it's illogical
I'm clearly not doing anything stressful right now
So why is everyone patting my back and sighing with me lol
This isn't supposed to happen
I'm supposed to be enjoying my freedom hahaha life is being so lame right now.

but yeah, i guess i really am feeling super down
no more direction in life
selling out, lying, betraying my painterly roots for moolah
realizing that the art industry really might not be my calling in the end
miserable, to be stuck in this limbo

how do i find my purpose in life lol
is there a wiki guide for this

black and blue

its easy to see everything going your way when you believe super hard rofl.
is this the power of faith, hahaha
i dont know how to break the news


6th day of not doing shit, lol
so much to consider
do i wanna be a somebody
dont really care now, lol
id rather be a nobody, but still have everybody

doing a good job at distracting myself
waaaay too good a job
hahahaha
but
damn
this is like the first time im playing in multiplayer w/o getting yelled at lol

ttys

wow
ran out of fucks to give

I:

i dont feel so well
but i'll probably survive it

all is violent, all is bright

tbh i havent been initiating much
every once in a while ah
but probably not as much as i wanted
friendships are so hard to maintain o:
focus on one, another will disappear
man
now i realize
the 'advice' ive been giving j is as useful as a pile of steaming turd, lol

just a girl

realized ive been talking about the exact same thing for weeks
things really need to move, man
im itching for some progress