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even heaven is helping me, my depressing post did not go thru.. i had to retype. LOL.
stay optimistic ~ nothing will go wrong ~


-razr is fixed btw :D
ill update ltr.

UPDATE
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NOTHING went wrong :D Nothing! confidence level rising to sky high levels.
his mini condo is pwnage, PWNAGE. wow. everything looks so damn sophiscated. hats off, hats off.

i pulled off my street goth look successfully without angering the adults + elders. all hail this red tie of mine. hahaha..

HAPPY CHI NEW YEAR!

dad's side was boring tho, bleh. wont say much. expected X: but either way.. it was better than last year. hahaha, i felt useful for once in their house..

got a secret recipe from my uncle, mum's side. kekeke. FNN, you dieeee. with this secret recipe, im gunna rip out ur taste buds and stuff firepowder back in! i know im not making sense.

hl got a gf!! waited 2 years for her omfg. 2 YEARS. and he succeeded. whats up with guys nowadays. but im.. of course, impressed. such guys are ones to die for LOL. uncle said shan is blessed. :D the canteen auntie selling chicken chop said im blessed. :D my grands said im blessed too. and..well..

i shall stop denying. :D im blessed..!! its time i stop grieving over my mutated thumbie. it gave me my life of spades ^^

i love you, shannie! jiayou!