maybe its just my fever, or does everything seem to be extra against me today?
bah. 1st, i got the timing wrong! im supposed to fall sick on sun, not today!! need to increase my intake of water to balance things out. heng its mild.. wasnt in a good shape in morning, my throat was drying up.. budden after shuffling down for recess and taking a sip of the famous spaghetti sauce .. i kinda.. perked up again. and stayed that way.
2nd, its not my fault if i dont have a mature tone ;_; but at least i dont have a childish mind, alright. in case anyone of you are wondering, im NOT faking anything >_> its a habit of mine to smile and garble crap out at anyone, unless i seriously dislike them. even for people i dislike, ill just give a black face and ignore :/ normal stuff, im not that psycho.
sigh, you think i dont want to actually talk about something ah? who doesnt, tell me :/ i wanna chip in and stuff toooooo. but.. really.. theres.. no.. connection.. T_T nothing in common summore..hai. so ill just be the slapstick joker then :D be as random as i could be, so i can have fun even if i didnt fit in :D
maybe its a curse that im exceptionally sensitive towards such issues. one little action, one simple word can hurt quite deeply O:
i know its stupid to post such stuff on this blog. i should have went to the 100% private one :/ sure tio flame one. but, gimme a chance to be blunt pwish~ i know everyone has their own views, ill just be the first to say it then O: tho i still hope it will not be seen. . . .
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