right, DAMN IT. D:
its WAY harder than i imagined it to be -.- dont ask me why im still posting, i know i promised im gunna make this a photo-only post for today -.- heck, ill post another one about todays' big day.
currently on the brink of hurling vulgarities to this almost empty piece of paper lying peacefully on the table in front of my sorry self. >_>
i need more! uniqueness! originality! IDEAS! kns!
well, lil piece of paper, dont smirk at me with your many particles of smushed up tree trunk. im not a person who accepts defeat just like that. i dont care if im the only one in school with this hobby, i dont care if im not in the mainstream, i dont CARE if im on my own about this. D:
if im bent on doing something, nuthing is gunna stop me muahaha.
i still have a few more mths to go, maybe im trying to do too much. but nonono, i aint gunna make excuses for myself.
yes, this is going to push me back into an extremely anti social lifestyle. friends, be prepared. hehehe. you people are seeing a legend in the making! :D [lmao, xiaxue-ness] im putting down everything i should be caring about, and focusing on the plans. including studies and meetings. have to work on it during lessons too, hummm~
its worth it. my own world! total control! mine! :D
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