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its.. 10.50 :/ i cant believe i actually begged my mum to let go on again just to..
..type out an apology LOL.
or else i really cannot sleep ><

HAY PKS! Public apology for you zomg.
i wasnt angry, i swear
was so cold to you because i was multitasking away, and yea. tend to go lesser on emoticons.

appreciate all your help and advices, i really thought it through.. tho sometimes its abit harsh lah -.- cough. i know, going by your point of view, im walking on the same path of doom again..

but sometimes things isnt just black and white, you should know ><
im not blinded or anything this time, serious. i put in a lot a lot a lot a lot of thought into this ><
i know im taking a huge risk, but at least its a calculated risk :/one life.. might as well give it my all, right? plus, they taught me to stick up to what i think is right, im just following instructions X:

though yea, if it fails ill accept the consequences willingly :/
im sorry if i hurt you by being so.. stubborn :/ sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry! but shan only learns things the hard way.. LOL. :]

buddehs! ^^

its 11.15 now, btw. you owe me 25 mins ;)

-Shan