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heh hi5 ! same boat same boat ><
im yearning with all my heart for that day to come too :D

think i can start the club of sinister smiles already . my level of control improved so so much.. enough to able to turn the tables around too X: well im not going to just sit on my chair and get moody, cough. you go wallow in sorrow, ILL go make good use of my time. how else can you ignore the pain :/

lol, still tearless >< wonder if ive sold my soul to the devil ever since that incident.. or maybe this is too broken to let me sense anything anymore

but either way, still have to pull ourselves together for examssss. yea i know its a lousy excuse to cheer up, but still~

will say the truth here :/ shit i really cannot accept their bloody point of view lah, and to think ive been covering up for them all these while
well, if its because of my future, my life, ill have nothing to say of course. -__-
but how can you people focus on such small stuff to blow up about WTF im speechless
why. so. su. per. fi. ci. al?!
and god dammit my hints are still not taken -_- if this carries on, no matter what i do.. clashes will arise -.- everytime i get questions fired at me.. i dont see the one im looking for -_-
ultimately its still not me that you people put as priority >< the starting ones were total guilt trips, i admit.. but now, what happened! finally starting to show the real reasons , i see..

sad lah :/ just my luck lor, what sin did i commit in my past life lol ..or rather. what sin did our whole family commit in our past lives to deserve this :/ no wai im gonna bridge the gap again -.- ill just let things be this time round