Monday, June 18, 2007

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fear my ghey updating speed :D
not that im THAT bored or something, but my mood has been changing so fast lol -_-

maple is my saviour! pq is my saviour x2! why the sudden change? because..I NEED TO FREAKING COMMUNICATE OMG -_-
im bursting already, all the thoughts and feelings locked inside me is creating so much chaos, heart pain ah..literally.

holidays lasting for a month, was satan behind this or something -_- whoever had this idea of squashing holidays together, damn you damn you damn you -_-

im behaving like an extreme anti social nut lah, locking myself in a room with no decent privacy at the very least. yea i know, whenever im out of that room everyone will flood it to explore -_- my god. im looking at my phone now lol, anyone who msged or called me, sorry -_- its VERY tiring to fight for it lah.. and i still have to keep my cool -_- its like as if im already undergoing training for work already. customer service ftw. so yea, too bad lol

..really, i feel like ..thrashing someone up to vent my frustration -_- my family get to verbally attack me to let the anger out.. but what about me omg T_T if i open my mouth its d-day for me already, sad. money is still the authoring figure in this world :/ no money no talk lol ><

..wow ^^

boring boring boring boring boring
and the best thing is! i asked for it X:

its nearly the start of july.. (:

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